The life we live

Death date

(Nobody pov)

Around when Usui was in the infirmary Makarov checked on the girls making sure they are alright.

That's when Usui wanted to know who was in the behind the certain cause it seems like he only cares about them and made sure they were alright.

But of course the principal cares about every one of his students but some a bit more than other.

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A loud gasp came from behind the curtain then muffled sounds that sound like sobbing, then footstep walking to one certain part of the room.

"Lucy!! What's wrong" Hinata concerned face made Lucy cried even more. "What happened my child," the white-haired man said "you k-know don't you, you know what today-y is" Lucy sobbed out.

"I'd hope you will have forgotten this year" he ended up with a long sigh as the other girls were confused, Lucy needed to tell them what the date was.

Before Lucy start to talk again she started to take in deep breaths "This is the year-r of there death-h" she guttered out. It didn't take long for them to figure out what she was talking about.

(Amu pov)

A tear slipped away as I remember the date of her death, as expected when I was little I didn't realize what was happing but in those moments you know what exactly is happing. No response, No breathes, No movement, Not even a flinch when you yell at her to stop playing around and tell her you will share all her toys even her special one that was very precious to you.

I scream until that turn into cries and turn into tears, and that day was supposed to be happy because on that day it was a birthday, her birthday.

I look in front of me and saw Lucy and Hinata hugging, but also crying and Makarov looking down, I shut my eyes.

'i'm sorry I never got to say happy birthday to you, and also never said I loved you for the last time but I didn't know I hoped I didn't disappoint you for not listing to you that day and saying I hate you that day.'

More tears spilled but I didn't want to open my eyes yet.

'I'm sorry mother'

(Hinata pov)

lucy was sobbing, so the only thing that could help her right. Was a hug, I know it sounds silly but sometimes a hug is all you need.

My arms wrapped around her waist as she pulled me closer, I also could contain my tears also so I cried as well. I thought to the last time I saw my mother, her beautiful smile made me happy, her anger made me fear, her kindness made me thoughtful, her love gave me warmth but her tears made me cry.

I heard Lucy mumble saying it should have been her, I looked up to see her in her world I gripped a bit harder on her, her eyes meet mine.

"Don't say that" I whisper so only she heard it "I don't want you to leave as well" she also griped harder saying "I won't"

but I have become cold because of father, coldness was all I felt.

'he never showed emotion like you'

(Misaki pov)

I walked away from them and went back to my spot and wrapped my arms around my legs, I didn't want to cry so I stared at darkness.

Memories started to come back, about me and my mother. Fun one, crazy one, happy one, loved one, sad one, and feared one. Then it came to the one with the whole family before my father despised me.

My family was a happy one until an accident happen while I was with Amu, Hinata, and Lucy and their mothers as well. And since then we decided to still keep contact also updated on each other so we won't be lonely. Our fathers owned a larger company so it obvious that we also lived in an estate building. It got lonely quick so I decided to play with my father only to be yelled at.

And since then, it hasn't gotten better.

'he abuses me, mentally and physical'

(lucy pov)

Makarov sighed looking down in shame  "i-its okay we will get over with it just like the other years" Hinata said "yes I know" "maybe you should go back to your work" amu said get out of her trance.

He nodded knowing we need time alone, all of the talking was in whisper since we don't know who could be listening, our cries where silent, and the thinking destroy us.

I thought about my past as I was little, I thought would have the perfect life than realizing that nobody life is perfect.

Except for my father.

After my mom had passed, my father never looked at me the same.

When I wanted comfort he turned his back on me, I also tried to make him realize one day that it was my birthday but he paid no attention and told me to study.

'But I still had hope that he was going to change sooner or later.'

(Nobody pov)

As soon as the girls know it was safe to walk out the school they headed home but not before saying goodbye to Makarov.

"Should we go see them" Misaki piped up "I guess," Lucy said "I'm okay with it" Hinata replied amu just nodded.

The girls knew it was going to be easy to see their mothers grave but they had, more like needed to.

; Hours Later;

They all kneel to their own mother and set the flowers down that they picked on the way.

"Happy birthday mom" amu said as the rest all said happy birthday but not the happy kind. "I miss you," Lucy said "I missed your warmth" Hinata looked down "I love you," Misaki said looking straight at her grave.

"Are you sure it them?" a blue hair guy said watching the girls on top of a tree.

"It was a hunch" a dirty blond reply sitting right next to him.

"But what if it is," a pink-haired asked standing on another branch.

"Then we will have to tell our sister about this" a blond hair one said to it brothers.

"So we're going back?" They all nodded and started to leave the tree making sure there weren't making any noise.