My secret gay life

Chapter 1

Trevor POV

( Otp ) 1:01 am

" Hey biiiitchhhh " I said softly on the phone when my bestfriend called me . I swear I love her , she's been my bestfriend since 6th grade and now we're juniors , she's been there when bullies picked on me , when I had problems at home , and if I just wanted to talk , it's like she's my sister from another mister lol .

" hey hoe , man guess who texted me talking bout " hey bighead " ? " she said as I sat up in my bed getting ready to catch this lovely tea

" girlll don't tell me , was it jayvon ol ' fine ass ? " I said smirking , jayvon is 17 , brownskin , has braces and plays basketball but straight -_-

" bitchh yes , talkin bout some " fwm " , I was like boy ion even know you and I ain't focused on no boys right now " she said making me get up and do a twerk in silent .

" hello , helloo , bitch HELLOOOO " she said screaming into my precious iPhone 6s ( didn't want the plus cause that's too big ) .

" I'm here , I just went to um ... find my headphones " i lied , " but hey that's another fine nigga for me and nun for you " I said laughing

" boy hush with yo hoe ass , that's why ya ass single now " she said snickering

" bitch , I can have any man I want , I mean look at me , I'm fucking perfection " I said arrogantly

" bitch , have a seat " she said laughing , " aye but ima text you the rest of the tea cause ion need my phone bill high like last time we was otp this late " she said . ( her phone bill was like 150 something 😂 )

" OK , talk to you later bestfriend , love you " I said smiling

" love you too smexy bitch " she said then hung up .

After a while , she sent me screenshots of what was going on and I went to get some leftover shrimp pasta downstairs . I walked in the kitchen to see my dad on his laptop doing whatever he was doing .

" what you doing up ? you got school in the morning . " he said looking up from the screen

" couldn't sleep , got hungry " I simply said taking some pasta outta the fridge , putting it in a bowl and warming it up

" well since you're up , your mother been talking about we need more bonding time since all I do is work and never spend time with you or Aemani so ... you got a girlfriend ? " he asked

I paused , I've only had 1 girlfriend and that was in 6th grade , I never really got that father and son bonding when I was younger , so I didn't know how to treat a girl and I spent most of my life hanging out with my older sister cause he was always at work and my mom would be outta town on important business trips other than that I found a liking in boys over the years and i don't really think i work with girls , but so many try to fwm but I turn them down saying I'm gay ....

" don't have one " I simply said pulling my bowl of pasta outta the microwave and walking to the table where he sat starting to eat

" why not , all these fine girls out here and you don't got one ? Ya daddy had all the girls back in day " he chuckled " they use to to call me MC Player , this was before I got serious and met your mother and settled down , we met at the end of sophomore year , she caught my attention with those hazel brown eyes , beautiful long locs , and sun kissed caramel skin , haha yep that's right , ya player ol ' daddy fell head over heels , we did everything together ; homecoming , prom , dates , anything you name , we did it . I proposed to her the day we graduated college and got married 8 months later and now 16 years later you and your brother here " he explained to me while I dogged my food down listening .

" seems like you got everything you ever wanted " I said getting up , washing my bowl , and drinking a bottle of water .

" I guess you could say that , but aye don't be scared to tell me about your girlfriends " he said smiling and winking .

If only you knew I thought to myself , I shook my head .

" goodnight , love ya " I said giving him a quick hug

" goodnight champ , I love you too son , sleep tight and don't be up all night " he scolded

I nodded and walked back upstairs thinking ....

why does he want to know if I have girlfriend ? could I tell him that I'm gay ? would he still love me if he found out ?

I had school in the morning and needed to quit over thinking so I put my headphones in and played some 90's music til I drifted off to sleep .

Next Morning ( Friday )

I woke up , did my morning routine , then tried to find something to wear . I picked a long sleeve denim shirt , some blue slim fit Levi jeans with rips at the knee , timbs , and to finish it off , my Prada round sunglasses . I was looking right so took some pictures and posted some on Snapchat and Instagram . I went downstairs to see Aemani and my mom talking she must've came back from her business trip last night ...

" good morning guys " I said walking in the kitchen to grab an orange juice

" morning honey " my mom said noticing that I entered the kitchen

" wassup egghead " Aemani said eating the last of his cereal

" boy hush it is too early , I know you ain't talking with that oversized walnut head you got " I clapbacked before finishing my juice and heading back upstairs

" boy I'm bouta get on yo ol ' - " Aemani said but being cut off by mom

" both of y'all got big heads , now you go get ready for school " she said to him rolling her eyes

" and Jacob I need to talk you when you come back down " her voice raised as I went upstairs

" oh lord , what did I do now ? " I said to myself putting on my gold cross chain and getting my bookbag , then going back downstairs to her .

" yesss " I said checking the time on my phone . it was 7:12

" I need you to watch everything , me and your father have to go outta town to do a big work assignment , here's a spare key just in case y'all get locked out , I put 2 other phone numbers on the fridge you can call us on if we don't pick up our owns and here's 400 dollars for food , well we have food but if you don't feel like cooking use this and lastly don't have no one in my house unless you let us know , the only person allowed is Joi . be good and have a good day at school please " she said giving me the spare key and 400 dollars

" um .. ok " I said walking upstairs rolling my eyes to put this 400 dollars in my money jar

They're never here , like is it that important ? you're putting work before your kids ? when are y'all even coming back ? I thought to myself then walked downstairs , out the house to my Nissan Altima .

I drove to school with pills n potions playing lowly , I guess I wasn't feeling it this morning , but I knew that was finna change once I seen my bestfriend .

Jacob in the Mm

Wow , Alot going on , comment your thoughts , feelings , anything .

when will his parents come back ?
will his dad still " love " if he found out Jacob was gay ?
who's Jacob older sister ?

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