I Wish I Could Take it Back

Chapter 1

Each day passes a piece of me chips away. Before I met you I was a normal girl, popular blonde, and full of friends. You took everything away from me, I regret it all, every single part of it. Someone will all ask me " what happened to you, the Carly we knew was always happy". Well the Carly you knew wasn't left die on the side of the road. I've never told anyone this story before but it's eating away at me. It all started when I was invited to a college party, for a freshman to be invited to one these was one of the highest honors, with no hesitation I went. I put on my shortest skirt with my most revealing top, my boyfriend John had told me that I was way too much makeup but it was a college party I had to look my best. John wasn't invited so I went alone when I got it was nothing like I imagined everyone was either drunk or high off drugs. I've never drank before or did any kind of drugs and wasn't gonna start now, I sat there for half the night bored watching all college kids have the time of there lives but then I noticed him sitting in a corner by himself reading a book I thought to myself who reads at party. As the night went on I got more curious so I went over and introduced myself he said his name was Jonah and he was dragged here by his friends. The night went we talk for whole party when the party ended we decided to go somewhere to "talk", I was having so much fun with him I thought ntn could go wrong, then he offered to take me back to his dorm I thought it was a little strange but went anyway because which freshman doesn't want hang with a college boy. When we got to room he wasted no time he immediately started taking his clothes off, I got scared and said I wanted to leave but he talked to me and calmed me down the he grabbed my arm and pulled be close I've never felt this way before, deep down I knew I had  a great boyfriend waiting for me back home but at that point i didn't care. He took my shirt off and then everything else along with it we got on the bed and at that point I had lost the very thing I was holding on; to until marriage. After we done I looked around and I could find my clothes so asked him he said there were no need for clothes cause weren't done, I explain to him that I had to get home but he didn't care. He went outside to make a call when he came back he threw me on the bed the three of his friends came in. I begged and scream for them to let go but they taped my mouth I was taken advantage of over and over again then when they were done the each to a chance beating me with sticks, I was hit so many times I couldn't even remember my name then I passed out. I don't know what happened after that I know that I woke up on the side of the road bleeding and scared.