My Best Friends Brother

Part 2

Your train pulled into the station,and Anne was there waiting for you. You smiled as you stepped out of the train. You thought Gemma was still a little embarrassed about you screaming earlier,but she wasn't mad. Of course she wasn't, you and Gemma never got mad at each other. You adjusted the strap on your bag and walked over to Anne. She pulled you and Gemma into a hug and you both smiled wide. "How are my girls?" she said in an excited tone as she let go. You followed her to her car. "We're good,really busy with school," Gemma replied as she opened the car door. You let Gemma sit in the front,and crawled in the back seat. "Oh, hows school going?" Anne asked as she started driving towards the house. "It's going well. We're only on our first ear there so of course its rather easy,but its busy. A lot of assignments. The work isn't hard,but there's a lot of it," was your response. "What about boys?" She asked with a smirk. Gemma gushed for about 25 minutes about some boy she had a crush on,witch provoked you to think about Harry. Soon enough Anne pulled into the drive way of their house. Home sweet home. You rushed into the house and saw Harry standing in the kitchen. You smiled as he walked over to you and hugged you. "Hey Lil!" he said as he kissed you on the cheek. "Hey Haz!" you said as you hugged back. You could feel an icy stare staring you down. Out of the corner of your eye you saw a petite blonde figure sitting at the table with a glare across her face. She was gorgeous,thin,naturally blonde. You felt pang of jealousy,and all of your insecurities came flooding back to you. Harry let go all too soon and pointed to the counter, "I brought you something from work!" Harry worked at a local bakery. On the bar there was a cupcake with "Gemma" written on it,and another with "Lily" written on it. You smile,and go to pick your cupcake up to eat. "No no no!" Harry takes the cupcake from your hand and sets it back, "You must wait till after dinner!" He gestured towards the stove where he was cooking. "Why didn't i get a cupcake?" Felicity asked. Ugh! Even her VOICE was perfect! She was already annoying you. "Sorry,babe," Harry mumbled as he went back to cooking. "Why are your sister and your..um "friend" more important than me?" she questioned. "They're not. I'll get you one tomorrow," he said as he shook some kind of seasoning into his cooking. That hurt. Of course you and Gemma were more important than her! "Who does she think she is?!" you thought to yourself,bitterly. About that time Anne and Gemma walked in. Gem was pulling both of your suitcases, "Thanks for getting your stuff,Lil!" she said sarcastically. "Sorry,Gem," you laughed as you took your bag from her. You followed her down the hall way and into her room. Man, did this room bring back childhood memories! There were pictures of you and Gemma, and Harry with various other friends dotted around the room. You set your ragged suitcase on the floor in its usual spot. Gemma went to the bathroom to freshen up,and you started to unpack. You got distracted by a picture of you and Harry and Gemma on her bedside table. You smiled at it. For the last two months,or so, you'd get a warm fuzzy feeling inside of you whenever someone mentioned Harry. You smiled every time you saw a picture of him,witch was a lot,because there were pictures of him in random places in you and Gemma's shared flat. Harry was the main source of your happiness these days,and you weren't gonna let Felicity mess that up! You and Gemma went into the kitchen and sat down at the table. Robin came in from work. "Hey Gem! Hey Lily Bug!" he said as he sat down. "Lily Bug" had been your nick name as a kid ,and Robin,as well as basically everyone still calls you that. "Hey!" you and Gemma said at the same time. Anne and Harry were arguing over the dinner in the kitchen. "Mum! I have this under control!" Harry said as he started serving the food onto plates for everyone. She finally gave up and sat down. After dinner you all sat on the couch together and watched Harry's favorite movie, "love actually." At some point during the movie Harry announced that  he and Felicity were going to his room. "But,Harry,this is your favorite movie!" Anne protested. "I know,Mum,but I've seen it a thousand times,me and Felicity havent spent anytime together in forever. Anne sighed,"Fine." You finished out the movie and had many good laughs even though you'd seen it a thousand times. You and Gem went into her room after you said goodnight to everyone. Gemma decided to shower in the morning,and fell asleep as soon as her head hit the pillow. You went in the bathroom, and opened your bag. You pulled a small pouch out of your bag and pulled a silver razor out of it. You looked in the mirror and started crying. "Im so ugly,fat,worthless.....felicity's so beautiful! skinny! rich! HARRY WILL NEVER LOVE YOU!" you whisper to yourself as you hover the blade over your leg. ((**TRIGGER WARNING**))  You slide it over your skin,the white line turns red. One.....two.....three.....four...you pause a minute and watch the blood pour down your leg. You start again,five....six.....seven..... All of the sudden you hear a noise,you look up and meet Anne's tear filled eyes standing in the doorway..........