Feelings

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Somewhere along the way, I started to fall. My emotions were scrambled as I fell deeper. I didn't know how it happened. It could've been from the loneliness, or the excitement it brought into this dull captivity.

But I fell in love with Mark.

I had met him at the top of the tower the past two nights, each night he would tell me about life before the destruction the beast brought. He would tell me about all of his past memories. It made me wish that I could have my memories back, but I realized that I could create new ones with Mark.

I had questioned Mark about him not having a metal bracelet. His response was that he had survived the mass destruction of the beast. He came here as a hideaway. The wardens don't know of his existence, and he sneaks food from the mess hall whenever he finds that it's safe.

Now I'm planning on telling him how I feel tonight. I see no reason to hide it from him. I just hope that if he doesn't feel the same that he will still be my friend.

Losing him altogether would leave me completely empty.

"What are you daydreaming about, Jack?" Krism asks across from me while eating some kind of salad.

"Or is it a 'who'?" I blush as Ken teases me.

"Aw, come on guys, who could I be daydreaming about anyway? I don't talk to anyone else." I put my head down and continue eating my food.

"What about that guy you mentioned a few days ago? All tattoos and no bracelet?" Goddamn Felix and his good memory.

"Him? I forgot all about him," I lied to them. "I've just been thinking about how we haven't seen the wardens in such a long time. What's up with that?"

"I guess they just don't feel like killing right now, or maybe who they kill has to have been here for a certain amount of time," Minx comments. "I'm glad. It makes me feel a little bit more peaceful."

"Not me," Felix objects. "It makes me anxious, because that means at any moment they could kill someone. They've waited so long, so the time must be soon."

"Guys, let's just not think about it. Talking about it will just make us feel worse." Ken stops our conversation. "Stay positive, and we'll be fine."

The bell rings, indicating the end of lunch. I go straight to my room, hoping for the best.

~time skip~

Dinner felt like it was dragging on. Spending time with my friends is usually entertaining, but my mind has been racing about telling Mark how I feel.

When I could finally leave, I went quickly up to the tower. I had been getting better at remembering the way up, but the secret doors and cracks in the walls still confused me a bit.

Then I saw him. His red hair, tattoos, and all sitting on the stone barrier. He looked so perfect with the sunset behind him.

He looked up at me and half smiled. "Hey Jack." I smiled brightly back at him. The way he said my name even made my stomach flutter.

"Hey Mark." I went over and hopped up next to him.

We sat there for a minute. I was too nervous to speak up and tell him right away. I think he could tell something was bothering me.

"Listen, Jack. I have to tell yo-"

"IReallyLikeYouMark, PleaseDontHateMe." I jumble all my words together as I flush a dark red color, staring at the ground.

His head shoots up and looks at me. He looks at me for what seems like forever, when he grabs my chin and turns my head towards him. His lips land hard against mine, kissing me deeply, then pulling away.

I had no time to react to the kiss. My face remained in a shocked state.

"I would never hate you, Jack." He gives me a genuine smile, one I haven't seen before. "In fact, I love you."

I hug him tightly after he said that. I was so surprised that he actually feels the same way. "I-I love you too Mark.

"Is that what you were going to tell me before I interrupted you?" I ask as I pull away.

His eyes go wide for a moments, "y-yeah." He half smiles at me. "That's what I wanted to tell you." He holds my hand as we look at each other.

I closed the gap between us once more, kissing him with passion. Without warning, he shoves his tongue in, exploring my mouth.

As we sat there together, it started to become dark. I loved every moment of it. It was sappy and romantic, something I haven't felt in what seems like forever.

After a while, I had to leave him there and go to my room. I didn't want to leave him though. I wanted to stay there with him forever...
 
Authors note- One word; Foreshadowing ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡° )

I'm losing my creativity in this book. It's probably going to end in a few chapters. I already know how it ends, I just have to get there somehow...

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