Chapter 8 - Y/N pt. 2

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Flashback -

Next Day -
It was about 5:00pm and I honestly spent the entire day eating and sleeping. I'm getting dressed so I can drop the letter by his house. As I pulled up his car was still here so I know he's home. As I went to the doorstep and laid it there the door opened.

Y - Odell? Um Hey

Flashback ends -

* Door slam*

Thoughts - What was that!!! I finally see him after 2 days and this is how he treats me. Does he not want me anymore or is he mad at my decision. Ugh!!!

I left the note on the floor and just went back home. As soon as I entered Jacob' s house he greets me.

J -Can I get you something?

Y -yes get me some alone time!! Stop babying me!!!!

I ran upstairs to the guest room I stayed in and plopped on the bed. I cried my eyes out...non-stop.

3 hours later -

I'm just waking up after crying for 2 hours and slept for one. I'm pretty sad and don't know how to handle this appropriately. I put on some sweats and a t shirt and left the house. I went to the gas station and grabbed some beers and headed back  to my temporary home. I laid in my bed and watched tv while drinking my life away. I don't want to think anymore, I just want to feel nothing.

2 hours -

Thoughts - He played me!! But it doesn't make sense. The Kimberly chick on our first date, the texting and calls, oh and lying about some guy named Marcus. Yea I get that but why would he use me. What could I possibly have that he doesn't. I love him and I know he would never do me like that. I lost my memory for a reason. It was a fresh start for both of us but why are old problems becoming new ones. Well whatever the reason is, it won't stay like this for long. I have to get him back I just have to figure out how. He's so mad at me that he couldn't even look at me. Or maybe he's giving me a sign. HE SLAMMED THE DOOR IN MY FACE!! That can only mean one thing... He doesn't love me anymore...

I got out of bed and and just got angry all over again. I threw things everywhere just out of anger. I stripped my bed apart, threw the tv on the floor along with the cords. I screamed and rubbed my head from headaches and pain. My breath was heavy and tears flowed out like a waterfall. I went to the bathroom wiping everything off the counter including my make up, tissue, soap, lotion ect. I'm hurt and angry because the man I love is now against me. No more ride or die, it's just die.

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Awe! Poor y/n. This car is losing its path, looks like we need a gps. Who'll guide them back to each other's arms.

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