Lost

Chapter 4

Bella's Pov


It felt like forever. Time slowing down and coming to a halt. My last breathes before completely knocking out. Seeing my life flash before my eyes.


FLASHBACK!


"Bella" jasmine yelled


"Jasmine" I yelled back


She was just getting back from her friends house. Her and I acted like best friends. We didn't fight much. And today was her sixteenth birthday. Little did I know it was her last.


"Jaz, I've missed you"


"Awh, bells I've missed you too. Lets go get some lunch?" Jasmine asked.


"No thanks. You go ahead, I'm not hungry"


" I wish you wouldn't do this to your self. So many people wish they could have what you have or look like you. But you chose to throw your life away and starve yourself, cut yourself, and attempt suicide. Do you know how much I would have missed you if you succeeded? how many days I would have spent crying? how I would have to force myself to get up and go to your funeral, do you know how depressed I'd be? I love you bae and you deserve so much Better then what you put yourself through. Ill always be here for you."


"I wish you wouldn't say this stuff. You know how emotional I can get. But please jaz. If there ever comes a day-"

We both said at the same time "Wait one me".

We both smiled at each other.
Then made goofy faces.


"Hey jasmine. come hop in the car. I'm gonna show you your birthday gift"


"Okay?" Jasmine questioned


I drove off to the tattoo parlor. It was just around the block. Jasmine always said she wanted a tattoo. Well now we are going to get matching ones.


"Bells, why are we getting tattoos?"


"Don't be silly. You always wanted one. Well I thought we could get matching ones that mean a lot to us" I said.


"Awh, you're so cheesy. This is why I love you."


We walked I to the tattoo place and requested our tattoos. We were done within the hour. I know mom and dad won't be happy with this but hell, I got nothing to lose.


We came out and looked at each others tattoos. I was speechless. I love it.

On her collar bone it say "wait on me" in cursive with a little heart at the end. I got the same thing except mine was on my hip.


This is the day ill never forget.



***FLASHBACK OVER***



The best day of my life ran through my head. Tears rushing down my face as the car jerked and I flew through the window landing on glass.


This was it. This was my good bye.


I heard sirens and screams. But I was there slowly slipping away. My life gone. And the pain and depression, gone. No more disappointments. It ends here, on the cold hard ground, right now.


"To my parents: I've always loved you. Sorry I wasn't the kid you've always wanted me to be. But you kept pressuring me and yelling at me. It didn't help. I'm sorry but ill never be your little princess anymore daddy. Love you. Ill tell jazz you said hi."
I thought inside my head.


"To Emily: if there comes a day you wake up with me no longer alive. It was only an hour ago you said that. I'm sorry I let you down. Love you Em." I though to myself again


"To Harry styles: I'm sorry I was never good enough" this one hurt to say


"To jasmine: stop waiting because I'm seconds away." My last thought flew through my mind like a bat


That's when I took my last breathe, my last sight, my last smell. Weight has lifted off my shoulders because I'm no longer fighting, I'm free. Goodbye.



Harry's pov


I was just so anxious to get out if here I guess I didn't watch the road. I hit a car. The last thing I remember is seeing a girl crying on the road. She was the girl. The girl at the concert. Then everything went black


*10 hours later in a coma at the hospital*


I was in a meadow. There was a girl there. I knew her but I can't remember her name. She started running away. I tried to yell out to her but she didn't hear. I ran after her and followed her to a beautiful water fall. She stood there sitting on a cliff that's about 50ft tall. It goes down to a large body of water.


I walked up and sat beside her.


"I'm Harry styles. Who are you?"


"I know who you are. You know who I am. You just haven't figured it out yet." She responded.


She was so close yet so distant. She smelt like flowers. I remember that smell. I feel In love with it in 7th grade.


I put my hand on her chin and held her head so it was facing towards me. I looked into her eyes. Hazel. I remember those very special eyes. The eyes I could read, so simple. When she was sad, mad, Angry or depressed. They were hypnotizing.


"Bella" I choked.


"Took you long enough. Remember the girl you pulled out on stage at your concert. That was me." She spoke


"Bells-" Bella cut me off


"Don't call me Bells. You lost that right along time ago."


"Bella, what happened to you? you're so skinny, your hair is so blonde and dry, you aren't wearing glasses anymore, and you dress more girly."


"What happened? Everything happened Harry. You happened, my sister died, my parents left me, and now I'm dead. I'm gone. Which is good. I've been putting up a battle against myself for so long. In the end I was bound to lose."


"Bella don't say that. I love you. Always have always will."


"Bullshit. I'm so sick of your lies." She said harshly


She stood up and got closer to the edge of the cliff.


"Goodbye Harry styles"


That's when she did the unexpected.


She jumped.

I couldn't do anything because my body would let me.


Thats when I woke from my coma.




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