Never Thought This Would Be True (roc royal story)❤

Chapter 4

This chapter is dedicated to Jasmine

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*Chresantos POV*

I got closer and noticed it was......................... Christina. she kind of half of the reason im walking out here right now. UGH i dont want to talk to her but.... something overcame me & ...

*Christina POV*

(A/N: When i say You or whatever , its christina . You, yes you are christina in the story. OK? K)

Im just sitting here balling me eyes out ,then someone tapped me. I looked up & UGH its roc  , what does he want to make my life more horrible?

You- what roc what?

Roc- i want to talk to you

You- what to tell me about how im so ugly, stupid, a hoe, a loner, i can go on forever.

roc- look i came here to apologize ok? i chresanto august is apologizing to christina white. No questions why. just know im serious.

you- sure , whatever.

roc- see  i knew this was going to happen. you dont beleive me , why?

you- your seriously asking me why? *sniffles* chresanto , you and everybody else harasses me . I cant fucking take it, you all act like i have no fucking feelings! I dont talk because all yall will do is BULLY ME! I DONT DO SHIT. I NEVER DID . SO WHY BULLY ME? THINK ABOUT THAT! YALL DONT KNOW HALF THE SHIT I GO THROUGH AT HOME & YALL MAKE IT WORSE THAN WHAT IT IS! *by this point you were crying harder*

roc- im sorry , truly sorry. i promise ill stop. please *pulls you in to his shoulder and let you cry* just give me a chance. see my life is horrible, nobody knows tho & i needed some fresh air because i was thinking and remembering some things & i-i *gets emotional* im really sorry about everything , the jokes , the falls , everything can we be friends , or just not enemies anymore?

You- *sits up* uh , i guess. idc

roc- yes , a part of stress has just been lifted off my shoulders 

you- seriously ? stress over me.

roc- its just that the things i did to you *sniffles* my dad did to ...... nervermind

Idk what overcame me but i just hugged him , we talked about everything, EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS TO US, for like an half hour. I didnt tell him about my dad raping me but i told him how he hits me & there drug dealers, he told me how he feels like nobody loves him & his mother doesnt care & his dad beating his mom. everything was just crazy. The crazy part is i.........
actually understood him. its crazy to say i forgive him. yes i do not HATE chres-roc anymore.

you- i-i forgive you , even tho you made my life a living hell but its the past now ok ? friends?

roc- friends and can i get your number?

you- 319-678-3247

roc- ill text you . & thanks . you were actually the only person to ever listen about my feelings.

you- no problem and thanks too.

roc- can i walk you home?

you- um my dad ...

roc- oh yea ,... well see you at school tommorow 

you- bye.

You walked away and went home. You climbed back in the window & your stuff was all over the floor and your door was busted down. Uh-oh my father wanted me and i-i wasnt here. oh no 




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-A'kayla