a moment to remember

Chapter 10 is something what's lost really gone or away for a while

I woke up a few houres later, my mom was sitting next to me on my bed, i started crying again and told her everything that happend. My mom always helped me and listend when i needed someone to talk to. When i was done with my crying outburst and story she told me to take a bath and that whe will bring some fresh pesto pasta to me in a few minutes, i really love my mom. The bath and food were really nice i got out of the bathroom in my white fluffy robe when i saw mike standing in my room he looked quite said, mike it's not your fault jason doesn't know what is really going on you didnt do anything wrong mike "well what if i did when we first got togetter i was braging about how close we were and that we could sleep in the same bed because your mom only trusted me i did it because i dont know new country and stuff i wanted to make a good impresion but i didnt knew you and jason were a sort of a thing" you did what! Mike why would you do that you can sleep on the couch tonight i maybe lost the first boy who treated me right in a long time and you know that! Mike left and i started crying again well i did explain jason his beheaviour but it wasn't enough i fell assleep with lilly laying next to me. ~jason's pov~ i know i was quite harsh against harper but i could not stand that mike and wanted him gone very soon this was just to much on my head right know maybe i should stop seeing harper for a while to sort things out i dont know i dont want her to get with that mike either but i needed to think, my grandma was really ill and everybody always expected for me to be the town's perfect boy because of my father and i was done with it~ the next morning i woke up with lilly still next, a note was on my nightstand: sorry i think we should stop seeing eachother for a while need to sort things out when there is an emarceny im at the boathouse jason. I started to cry again, a while ago when i lived in the netherlands things got bad with a boy i met on vacation i somehow fell for his charmes while for him it was a game all of a sudden the contact stopped and every once in a few months he comes back like he cares and i fall for it everytime thinking that he changed i cant let that bad feeling get to me again so i swore off all of boys except when it was for a friendship then everything was okay but no boyfriend. Jason was the first one who extualy mad me feel special but i guess it wasn't, maybe this was good for me to go my own way my own path have a great free summer and live for me once not for anyone else for me. If i ever speak to jason soon i dont know but for now i'm done a bit atleast for a few days i know im a succer for love but im gonna live those days with this feeling with my own feeling.