On April 29, 2014 he asked me to date him. And I obviously said yes. We had the best of times. We would go to park and hang out mostly every day. We would walk home from school most of the time. We would walk together in the hallway when we would see each other. I became best friends with his sister. We were a perfect match. Our first kiss felt like fireworks in my heart. I got goosebumps for the first time. I never felt anything like that before. I was scared yet excited. I loved him. I really did. He was my first love, and always will be. Three weeks went by and he was slowly changing. I didn't know what was up. So I asked him and he left me. At first I was okay, but then I was alone and I started crying. He left me because Rosemary was writing him love letters and he was confused. He didn't know what he wanted at the time . He chose her, over me. He chose a rose over a violet. He only saw beauty in the rose while I saw beauty in everything he did and everything he showed me. I was torn. My heart broke into pieces. I couldn't believe it. I tried everything to get him back. He was my happiness. And without him, I was just a lonely violet in a field of grass. He wasn't my only addiction I'll admit. I have two others. Self harming, and smoking. Smoking was before I met him, although we would normally smoke together. The nicotine in my lungs felt like his touch on my lips. It felt relieving. Although the nicotine never lasted, it felt like nothing bad ever happened. It felt like I was whole again. Man I miss that..
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I'm addicted to him.
Non-FictionViolet falls in love with Corey without realizing it until he leaves her . She looks at him and hopes that he will fall in love with her smile like she did with him. She tries everything to get his attention but it doesn't work . He comes back to he...
