Help Me Please (Cielois Fanfic)

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//TRIGGER WARNING: Cutting, Suicidal Actions, Etc. I thought i'd write a rather sad chapter since that was how the story was supposed to be in the beginning anyway, but then I didn't make it that way. Oops. Anyway, this is just a trigger warning. I don't suggest reading this chapter of your sensitive to these topics. Sorry this is gonna be a really short chapter, and ive never written anything like this, so I apologize in advance.

Ciel walked along the corridor of his house, humming and muttering the lyrics to a song, unconscious of doing so. As he walked down the corridor, past the bathroom door, her heard soft, quiet sobs. He highly doubted Sebastian would cry in a locked bathroom. Also, that voice was way too feminine for him. That meant that Alois was crying. Ciel immediately stopped and tried opening the door, which was locked. Her heard Alois gasp. "A-Alois! Are you okay? Let me in!" Ciel shouted hectically. Alois could have gotten himself hurt on accident. "G-Go away, Ciel.. This doesn't concern you.." He sniffled. "Oh, but it does. Are you hurt?" Alois didnt respond. He just started sobbing again. Ciel looked for a way to get in but he realized the only way into the bathroom was to open the door. He got up and ran down to the downstairs and opened a drawer, looking for the bathroom key frantically. He finally pulled the drawer out and pens and papers and little things spilled out onto the tile floor. He ran back and jammed the key into the keyhole. He swung the door open and nearly collapsed. Alois stood there, bleeding cuts all over his arms and legs. Blood was spilled all over the floor. He was holding a sharp knife blade to his wrist.. "Take o-one step n-near me... and i-i'll slit my wri-wrist.." He sputtered. Ciel shook with fear. "Alois...why? why would you do this to yourself!?" Ciel felt tears flow from his eyes uncontrollably. "Im just a burden on you and Sebastian aren't I? I was never supposed to be here.. I don't deserve you at all. I deserved to die. And that's the fate that I will give myself. I never did anything to deserve how good you are to me, and I'm just too much trouble. You'll be better off." Alois's hand was shaking, but his eyes were steady on Ciel's. "Alois... No. No, that isn't how it is. I care about you.. more than anything or anyone. I love you more than anything. You aren't a burden on me, nor were you ever. Sebastian takes care of you just like he takes care of me because he wants us both to be happy, and it'll tear him apart, thinking he couldn't keep you happy. In fact, you deserve so much. You deserve the greatest life and the greatest things because you are the greatest person. You've impacted my life and i'll never forget that. You mean so much to me and if you were gone, there would be nothing left of me. All I want is for you to stay with me for as long as we can, until we grow old together and eventually die. Please, Alois." Alois's eyes softened and tears formed in the corners of his eyes. Looking at Ciel, heartbreak written all over his face, his eyes filled with such overwhelming emotions, love and sadness. He couldn't leave Ciel like this. He'd never forgive himself. He dropped the blade first, then fell to his knees and started to cry harder. Ciel fell into him, wrapping his arms around him and pulling him closer. Ciel cried as well and buried his face into Alois's shoulder. "P-please don't leave me Alois.." Ciel spoke softly before crying again. Alois Shook his head and held Ciel even tighter. "I woud never. I was so foolish and I'm sorry." Alois choked out. There they layed against each other, on the bathroom tile, crying into each others shoulders.