lovesick and heartbroken

weary eyes crimson thighs

hi back agian with another chapter KhorThotka for not updateing in forever

ok something diffrent i will put the songs that i lisend to well makeing this chapter

Edith Backlund - Skinny

Geri Karlstrom - Starving for Attention

Dead Celebrity Status - Someone I Once Knew

Mi Helaskoski - Weightless

Pov win

I just lie there on the floor motionless sobbing in to the stuffed bear beside me not sure what to do.my eye must be red by now and there's a bruise forming on my side where my father kicked me and my thighs are painted my favorite shade of red .....Crimson

100 new cuts 50 on each legs some overlapping the old ones and new ones. Bleeding on the floor stinging and pulsing legs. Finally dragging myself to the bath room to wash myself off. I took my clothes off and sit in the shower I do not stand I have no energy to stand or move I just turn on the water and let it rain down on me i hear my father leave the house i think to go to the bar he has been drinking alot lately and comeing home late at night to yell at me or hit me

per pov

i have to get to him before he does some thing to himself. i was running as fast as i can

*time skip*

when i finally get to his widow i start thorwing rocks to the glass above try in to get his attention i kept thowing rocks for 10 mintues now but he was not answering 

i have to get to him before he does some thing to himself. i was running as fast as i can

*time skip*

when i finally get to his widow i start thorwing rocks to the glass above try in to get his attention i kept thowing rocks for 10 mintues now but he was not answering 

nohs*pov

nong pang was screaming and yelling at phun to get out of the bathroom and i thought why why would she be so angry about him going to the bath room i deside that i would she what was going on

nong pangs pov*

"OPEN THIS DOOR NOW I CAN HEAR WHAT YOUR DOING IN THERE THE WATER RUN IS NOT GOING TO FOOL ME" no answer fuck i know i will break down the door "I WILL GIVE YOU TO THE COUNTOF THREE TO GET YOUR ASS OUT HERE P PHUN OR IM BREAKING DOWN THE DOOR 1.........2........3".and with all my might i push the door in im used to doing this when he does this at home

noh pov*

"I WILL GIVE YOU TO THE COUNT OF THREE TO GET YOUR ASS OUT HERE P PHUN OR IM BREAKING DOWN THE DOOR 1.........2........3" i run up stairs i hear the door give in i get upstairs and run to the bathroom door the whole room smelled like vomit phun was shirt less a site i have not seen for a while his bones where all showing his ribs hips and collar when i first meet him he was skinny but now he to thin like your gonna die thin i watch as pang trying to feed him the snacks in her hand he keeps on refusing it i wonder then he screams

phuns pov*

"NOOOOOOOO STOP DONT YOUR POISONING ME" i scream out "stop i want to be skinny"

pang and noh pov* "p'phun go weigh yourself u look more skinny then last month" he walked to the scale in the bath room and steped on it 90 pound he was 120 a month ago "p'phun your 99 pounds thats like 20 down from last month

99 what thats to skinny to skinny i finally hit me he has an eating disorder why didnt i notice every time try to feed him he refuses and when he does eat he goes to the bathroom after wards i got to say something

"phun"

"noh when did you get there..... wait did you hear what we were saying"

i nod my head "yes i did"

"im sorry im sorry"

he kept on repeating that i hugged him  and kissed his lips "you are beautiful i love u dont do this to yourself