Hi it's Megan, this is my first book so might not be very good!
Warning please don't read this if you get triggered easily with topics about Self harm, Suicide or depression.
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I woke up to the noise of my alarm clock. I had a huge headache and my ribs were hurting. I couldn't remember anything that had happened the night before but I think it was not pleasant. Oh yes let me tell you about myself.
My name is Jessica Davidson and I'm 19 years old. I have long brown hair that goes down to my hips and I have blue eyes. I'm very tall about 5'6 and I live with my abusive father. He started abusing me 2 years ago when my mother passed away from cancer, he blames me for not saving her which I don't think is possible. He said that it should have been me instead of her and I some how have come to believe that and I also try to attept Suicide because of this but someone always finds me before i die and i end up in hospital instead. I have made a plan that today I'm going to end all this by jumping off the dock which should work as I can't swim so that is the a perfect plan and then I can go and live with my mother in heaven and have a peaceful life there away from my father
So I get up and go for a shower and let the hot water run over my cuts and bruises, letting the red blood wash down my body. I finish washing my hair and body and grab a green fluffy towel. I get out and choose a pair of jeans and a white too with my jacket. (Outfit on top) I put my hair in a bun and creep down the stair trying not to wake my drunk dad up who has passed out on the floor. I run out the door and run to the dock. I find the perfect place where no one will see me and try to stop me.
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WRITERS NOTE
Thank you for reading and please like comment and follow me. Hope you like it and will write tomorrow ! Megan
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He saved me from drowning Niall Horan
FanfictionMy name is Jessica Davidson and I live with my abusive father. This is what happened when she try's to kill herself and Niall Horan Saves her!!