I'm lost without you...

now what?

Okay, I still don't know what to do now. I love her so much, more than anyone. She's the reason i smile a lot. She's the only i love, if anyone asked me how does love feel. I'll just describe my desire towards her. I really wish she can see this. I'm too of a coward to even talk to her. I remember in the beginning she would text me around 2 am and ask me if im awake and I'll be a bit sleepy but for her I'll stay up. I would say yes & she'll say yay. Gosh i miss those times so much. I just get so happy with or even for her at whatever. // Yep... Still the same girl & the same feelings