My Dreams

Past Dream Log

I found an old dream log from my eighth grade year. Now you people can read it!

'note to self yesterday review'
04/05/2016
   ''' I had a weird dream last night. I woke up at exactly three o'clock, afterwards I couldn't remember anything besides me talking to some person in the dream. I can't even remember what we were talking about. Ever since then I have felt sick all day. I have also been having moments where I feel like I had already 'seen' what was happening, like a different form of Deja Vu. Instead of feeling like I have already 'done' what was happening, I felt as though I had already 'seen' what was happening before.

My mouth started hurting in fifth hour. Throughout the next hour my jaw started to feel strange and wouldn't close like how it normally did. I swear I could feel my teeth sharpen, and the teeth that the movies show as 'vampire teeth' elongate. It startled me because I didn't know if it was my headache playing tricks on me, or something else.

After school, as I was walking down the hallway, I swear I saw someone standing by the corner of the hall and another person follow me outside. As I was on the school bus I almost passed out because I'm very tired. Also, during my classes, my shoulder blades started doing that strange tingle feeling and twitching. I still haven't found a cause for this. '''

*Events of today-
04/06/2016

My grandma woke me up this morning at the usual time. I could barely recall the nights dream. Although, that was better than not having any recollection of the dream at all.

The main part that I can remember was when I was talking to the same guy from my previous dream, but we were in my front yard. I was looking in the direction of the darkness, where the trees seem to collect all the shadows into one thick area.

I started to see red eyes appear out of nowhere. The mystery guy, who was standing off to the side of the porch, described exactly what I was looking at.

These red eyes, they belonged to the Shadow Wolves from a previous dream. As my eyes adjusted and came into focus I could see their shadow-like fur boiling under a black misty cloak as their red glowing eyes seemingly shot straight through me. One appeared next to the first, then another came crawling out of the shadows.

More appeared as the guy continued to give me some lecture about them. I can't remember what all he said, as I can only remember the words, "Shadow Wolves." I understood one more thing out of the other worldly guide to Shadow Wolves. They are dangerous.

-after trying my best to remember all of the dream described above I got ready for school and got on the school bus. The day played out similar to my other school days. Though, during my sixth hour, things became a bit more abnormal.-

It was the beginning of my history class. I had sat down in my seat trying to think of a valid excuse for why I hadn't finished my homework that was four days late, along with attempting to create a plan to get out of my health work.

A few minutes after the bell had rang I looked across the room. In one of the empty seats I saw what looked like the blurred image of someone standing up. It looked like a guy. As I tried my best to focus on what I was seeing the memory faded and turned into what looked like a sand version of what I saw before.

Though I am able to recall what I saw now, it was difficult for me to continue to remember what I had seen at the time, as the memory felt as if it was trying to escape my mind.

A few minutes after I had seen the image of that guy standing up I had a sharp pain on my right arm. I was unable to check my arm because someone turned off the lights. During the boring video the pain subsided. When the lights were on again I looked at my arm, and exactly where the pain had been earlier was a scar-like white line that inched across my arm. I instantly felt like I knew what I had seen cut me. I ignored the mark and it disappeared completely in the next two minutes.

-the rest of the hour continued as it normally should. My last hour followed suit. Then I was picked up from school by my aunt and was driven home.-

I am home now. And I have had a few thoughts throughout the day. I have had this Om symbol on my hand, I had the strange thought that it may be helping me remember my dreams. I am not entirely sure on this. I am also very curious as to who that guy in my dream is and if my dreams are important, instead of random things that will never help me or prove relevant in reality.

*Events of today-
04/07/2016
    ''' Today I woke up grasping at straws. It was a difficult struggle, and I lost as my memory faded into black. I couldn't remember any part of my dream. Otherwise, it was a normal day, just like any other. I got on the school bus after mentally beating myself as I got prepared for school. I then went on with the day. I did my best to keep a poker face and never speak, I have officially been betrayed by my 'friends' at school. I am alone before school as I sit on the farthest bench, watching everyone from the corners of my eyes. First hour, band. I play my heart out, doing my best. Second hour, my only class with Aletha (A friend? I'm not sure). After lunch I went to the library. Then, once school was over, I rode the bus home. I saw nothing, felt nothing, and did nothing. Now I am home. '''

That last bit was probably not needed, but who cares.