*Harry's POV*
I miss her. I won't even try to deny it if anyone asks me. She was everything to me, and I regret leaving her every single day. There are many rumors about how we ended, but only Autumn and I know what truly happened. I'll tell anyone who asks the truth about how we ended, but no one seems to actually care. They live for the rumors.
I met Autumn at a concert on a cool fall day in September. I remember seeing her in the crowd and being transfixed by the way she was so into the music and completely spaced out from everything going on around her. It was beautiful, really. She looked like a goddess, swaying to the music and smoking a cigarette. I usually thought smoking was gross, but she made it look like an art.
Though we had never met and she had no idea who I was, I made a point in talking to her. I pushed my way through the crowd to her, and asked, "Are you enjoying the music?"
I still grimace when thinking of what a stupid question it was.
She turned and looked at me with a smirk on her pale lips, and responded "I bloody am, and it's a good thing because I paid a massive amount of money for my ticket!"
I wasn't sure what she thought of me; she had a face that told nothing. We yelled over the music, introducing ourselves and stuck together for the rest of the concert. When it ended, she pulled a sharpie out of her boot and scribbled her number on my arm like it was a normal thing to do. Then she winked at me and sauntered off into the night. I was in love with her. The idea of her. Everything about her attracted me.
I asked her out four weeks after the concert. We had been talking constantly, and we spent almost everyday together drinking coffee and sharing opinions and stories. She was everything to me, my dream girl, as cheesy as that sounds. I loved her cute blonde haircut, and how she only wore black clothing. I loved her tattoos and piercings, and how she only wore red lipstick. She was different and strange, not my usual type of girl, but I loved her more than anyone else.
After we'd been dating for a while, eight months to be exact, I ended it. It being our relationship. I loved her with all my heart, and still do, but she needed help and it scared me. I couldn't help her, as hard as I tried, so I broke up with her. I realize I am the biggest asswipe to ever walk this earth, but at the time I thought breaking up was best for both of us.
I was so wrong.
AN: Hey guys! Sorry it took me so long to upload this! I've been insanely busy lately, but I should be updating regularly from now on! Hope you like this chapter, sorry if it's a bit short!
