No More

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by Brookisnotokay

by Brookisnotokay

Tyler's point of view

We got my pills and headed home.

I am dying
I will die
I won't live on
Josh won't care
No one will notice

As soon as we got in the door I broke down, all of these thoughts where killing me faster then my heart was.

"Hey we can still do your anything." He sounded so sure we would have the time.

"Do we have the time?" I asked trying to be deep.

"Um yeah it's about two." He glanced at his phone only to realize what I ment.

"Okay my anything is important, I want to do that before I fall away." I glanced at him "I'm not going to Fall away am i?"

"Ty, don't say that."

"Josh, am I going to fall away."

"Ty please don't do this"

"I am going to fall away." I bursted out crying

"NO TY NO YOU'RE NOT GOING TO FALL AWAY!!" josh started to cry "Ty do you really think I want this to happen. I hate myself for letting this happen to you."

"NO BUT, WHEN IT HAPPENS AND YOU HAVE TO THINK ABOUT IT WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO?, SO LETS JUST TALK ABOUT IT NOW!" I yelled at him louder then he yelled at me I wanted to prove a point. "JOSH I HATE WHEN WE FIGHT! WHENEVER WE DO I STAY QUIET NO MORE! I AM SO SICK OF BEING THE QUIET ONE NO NO more." I stop yelling at the end I felt like a jerk but it was true.

"whatever tyler." He got up and walked away

"WHERE ARE YOU GOING JOSH?"

"FUCK YOU TYLER!" he would normally never say this to me. He was building up rage, was making me so mad.