Unexpected Love

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Morning ~

When asleep it always feels like time ones by, quick, like a bullet. I woke up realizing I had fallen asleep so quick. I sighed and sat up. I looked next to me and there he was. Seunghyun, sound asleep. I smiled at the sleeping male and laid the blanket over him. I looked at my phone and saw the time 5:30AM, it read. I got up out of bed and walked downstairs to see Jiyong, Daesung, and V.I. They were all bickering at each other, softly chuckling. It was Monday. Which meant back to school for the four of us. Jiyong had seen me standing by the window.
"Good morning! Did you sleep well?" I nodded to signal I had slept fine actually besides the fact my parents had passed. The three males were already dressed and so awake. How? I walked back upstairs and snuck into the room I was staying in before Seunghyun decided I had to stay in his room. I grabbed some of my clothes and got dressed. I began to make my way downstairs when I heard a soft voice say, "Hey ready to go back to school?" It was Youngbae, a very tired Youngbae to be correct. Wow everyone was awake besides Seunghyun. Long day I guess.
"I mean I guess I rather not go but I will.." I shrugged.
"Yeah I'm sure everyone could say the same." He began to walk past me, I followed behind back to the living room.
*ding* it hit 6AM which meant time for us to head to school.
The four of us grabbed our things and said our goodbyes to Youngbae since Seunghyun had stayed asleep.
We began to walk to school, they chattered the whole way and I walked in silence. I didn't look like I was from there but I was remembered by friends and old teachers at school. I got a hi everyone and then from someone in the halls. I didn't see the three boys much during school, so when school came to an end. I decided to walk home alone. It wasn't that far anyways. I put in my headphones pulled out my phone put on music, then pulled my iPod out and began to walk while reading. I of course paid attention to my surroundings. Looking up every minute to make sure I was okay. I could read a lot within in a minute to be honest. It was the only thing keeping my mind off of that tall, loving male back at home. Home, was it really my home now? I thought to myself. I put my iPod away and decided to just get lost in my thoughts. Do we have practice once we get back? Why wasn't I eating normally? Why did I feel so safe being in Seunghyun's arms, even though we weren't together? Why did he call me Jagiya? Would the boys like to hear one of my songs? Would YG approve of me being there?
Before I knew it I was home. I stopped at the doors, hearing boys yelling down the street. It was them, Jiyong, V.I, and Daesung. I had beaten them. I quickly made my way into the dorms and set my backpack down. I went into the couch quietly to grab water. I had seen Youngbae and Seunghyun talking on he couch. I wanted to ease drop but I knew better. Appa and umma..raised me better. Now that they were..gone. I was going to be the best person I could ever. Get a job. Try to somehow work with the boys, whether it was signing with YG, being a dancer, it wouldn't matter. I just wanted to make them happy. I wasn't going to let them down, not anyone, ever again. I set my computer on the table and began to look for a job just as I heard light footsteps behind me. I turned around to see Youngbae. Why has he been talking to me so much lately..not that I disliked him but just weeks previously he wasn't very talkative to me.
"What are you doing there?" He smirked a bit.
"Job, I think I need it. To get out and to provide for myself so you guys don't always have to." I replied simply without thinking, I instantly regretted my response. I looked at him and could tell he was a bit offended.
"Not that it's bad I just don't want to waste all of your guys money or whatnot." I said to comfort him and he nodded his head realizing I didn't mean to sound rude. A few hours passed. I hadn't talked to anyone since Youngbae's conversation. I had finally found a job. At an art gallery which was perfect, I adored art so much. Drawings, paintings, photography, anything. It seemed very easy so I sent in an application. I stay at the table and quietly hummed to myself.

I heard soft footsteps appear behind me. I turned around quickly.
"We have dance practice, lets goooooooo!"
"Aish, OPPA! Okay!" I followed the new blonde haired boy to the dance room. All of the boys had already been in there waiting. So with all of that, we danced until we couldn't feel our legs.
Hours later, we laid down on the floor.  We all sat there talking and chatting. Suddenly..
"Are you guys ready for our music video recording tomorrow?" Seunghyun said. What was he talking about? I hadn't heard of it? I knew since I hadn't heard of it I had nothing to worry. I didn't realize Seunghyun had earrings in and Youngbae had his braids again.
"Definitely! A bit nervous but pumped at the same time, ya know?" V.I replied.

That was when they all had passed out in the dance room, from exhaustion, dehydration, lack of food that day.