Dreams of a Virgin

INTRODUCTION

This is the story of Jeff, a forty-year-old virgin. He has had trouble talking to women all his life. He has only had a handful of dates in his life.

He was bullied back in high school and junior high. Girls would feign interest in him to see his reaction. Guys would question his sexuality.

He is not an unattractive man, but he believes he is. Because women don't give him the time of day, he feels that there is something wrong with him to drive them off.

He is a great guy. One of the nicest men you will ever meet. An old-fashioned guy with old-fashioned beliefs. Hard working. Talented.

His first date wasn't until he was twenty-six. He has never had a relationship last longer than a month. He hasn't had a date in more than six years. While most from his high school class are married or were married, he has never come close.

His biggest wish in life is to become a father. He would love to have a child of his own, to pass down his knowledge and values to. At forty, however, he sees that dream slipping further and further away.

He's fallen on some hard times. He's never been able to enjoy the finer things in life. He's always had to get by on the bare necessities.

He gets depressed easily, mostly because of how lonely he gets. When he gets depressed, he dreams. He dreams on how his life could be better. He dreams of what will happen when that first time does happen.

Dreams. The world of the subconscious. We can't control our actions in that world, but they can control us if we let them. We can be anything we want to be, do anything we want to do.

This is a collection of some of the dreams that Jeff has had. Forty dreams in all, one for every year he has lived. Some are innocent; others are extreme. Some are naughty; others are sweet.

A word of warning: Some of these dreams contain violence against women. I do not condone the actions. I apologize in advance if anyone is offended by any of these stories; it was not my intention to offend. Just remember... These are only dreams. Nothing else.

With that, let's take a look inside the mind of this forty-year-old virgin.