Some people are just so mean when they talk you can't resist their sound the put downs, let downs, and the nervous breakdowns. I'm tired of that really don't get me started beginning with a father leaving his children's lives, impacts abandon issues, leaving a salted wound not only in my brain but in my heart. Don't tell me everything is ok because it's not just like smearing lies in my pain and frustration making them worse. I can't keep locking my emotions inside of me telling myself yeah its gonna be ok don't cry now not now. But only doing that is building a monster inside of me trying to fight away these deep sorrows and pain. One day there's gonna be a day where people are calling me the bad guy for unleashing my demons but you know what right I'm just gonna push that all away trying to cope with this pure cruel brutal pain. And I might just laugh right in your face.
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