differences • vernon

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I dressed up before Vernon could wake up. I was terrified. so this was the offer Vernon was up to? giving me to his father in change of his freedom. what would his father do to me? my head was a mess right now, I was so clueless. I felt so dirty, I wanted to rip off my skin as I remembered what had happened in that small room before. I thought he loved me, I thought he came back for me but now, now I knew what I really meant for him. there was no way for me to runaway from the place, many armed men surrounding the area. I needed a way to sneak out of there. I saw what appeared to be two hookers walking and smoking near the pool. I decided to go to them and ask for help. ridiculously they seemed really nice.
"hi..."
"yeah?..." one of them looked at me as she examined me.
"the two guards over there asked for you to see them..." there were two armed man near a empty space next to some dumpsters placed near the wall. this was my chance. the women walked up to them as seduced them to the pool.

As the guards were enjoying themselves, I climbed up the wall making my successful exit. It was easier than I thought. I decided to run as fast as I could from there as tears were finally rolling down my cheeks. I couldn't keep on anymore, I fell on my knees as I cried my heart out. I thought he loved me. I really did. I'm so stupid, an idiot and a fool. No words can express what naive was I for falling in such traps like this.

I've given myself to the man I loved but he only was preparing me for whatever his father were planning to do. For me to trust him again, I think. No, not anymore. I'll return to home now. I can't stay here, I don't belong here. I was lost in my thoughts when a car drove by me. a man well dressed with dark brown hair and sunglasses stepped off the car. He looked at me as he raised a eyebrow to me. I couldn't say anything, I was chocking still in my own tears. soon he took out a gun out of his pocket. Putting in front of my head, looking emotionless. I was numb, so I closed my eyes and waited for what it seems to be my end. and then, a bang sound echoed the air.

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