Dear Bully

#96

Dear bully,

I had my last dream of you, ever.

It was beautiful.

My favorite of them all.

You told me this was the last time I would ever see you.

You told me it would be okay and that you'll give me the power to move on from you and be happy.

You said that you wanted me to be happy, even if it doesn't include him.

{That might sound a little familiar ahah}

I wish it didn't end.

You were so beautiful.

What we had was beautiful.

You made me feel wanted.

You made me feel beautiful.

You made life beautiful.

You made it worth while.

I'm so happy I had the chance to be with you and witness what a beautiful personality you had. I didn't want what you had to offer, I wanted to be with you. Even if that meant losing it all. I'm glad that I had to be the one to take on all the pain of losing you because you made me strong enough to take on the pain. Because of you I can eat and be happy with not being a pencil. Wear a crop top and not be afraid that I look "fat" in others eyes.
I'm glad that I had you and you had me. But it's time to move on. I had to move on. I need to move on. I'm excited I get to see what the future will give me. I'm glad the past gave me you. I'm glad God gave me you. I'm glad you let me be with you.

~the end~

A/N

GUYSSSSSSS!!!!

This is the end :( I had such a fun time writing it. Kinda, not rlly. It was sad. I mostly wrote when I was sad.. if any of you are going through something, come to me, I don't bite aha. I've been in your positive. I've been depressed, I have anxiety that keeps me awake at night I sometimes even feel suicidal. I know what it feels like and I know what you'll want to hear to give you a reason to not end it all. I love everyone of you. Stay strong. You were put here for a reason, that one kid that may bully you, they envy you. It eats me alive at night that some people are hurting themselves because some jerk isnt happy with their one concious so they hurt others. But, never the less, life goes on.You are beautiful. You are strong. You are needed. You are loved. You are worth while. You may not think it but you are loved, you are wanted. You are someone's dream partner. You got this. ❣❣❣❣