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Dear diary,
This is some kind of a crrepypasta problem for me well...have I ever tell you about my life? No...well my life is fine and simple when I discover slenderman. Yup well believe it or not...it felt real...itrs like their "real"...Well I'll tell that story when I'm....ready...so well my day was nice especially it's raining here in my country so yup....I always wanted to be a journalist but well ummm fine...
Yes I have a twin sister...I'm the oldest and my uncle thinks my twin sister is the oldest cause me being irresponsible... I almost cry cause well...I'm trying best to...one time I think well...why do I always pretend everything is fine? Why would I always pretend I understand people but I do not...
Maybe it's because I care too much...I care too much I didn't know I didn't care about myself as much as I care about others...me being irresponsible to my responsibility being the oldest. Well...I wanna try to be dependable..responsible...I wannna be matured and be brave...
I think I need to face the fact I'm always " been" the irresponsible one...I know it's confusing but well..i learn one thing and is..never let yourself down by people who judge the way you are...why? Well yes I'm irresponsible... Annoying...undependable and even other things like judgy well sorry guys..THIS IS ME and I'll never ever change...
If I'm good in your eyes then fine..but whenever some people close to me hurt...well sorry you'll face the dark me...
Well where was I...oh right...yeah I'll do what I need to do to full fill my responsibility as the oldest...well let's keep this our little secret...
Shall we?
NEVER LET DOWN YOURSELF...IT HURTS FROM THE START
BUT SOON THAT FAILURE WILL BE THE ONE WHO MADE YOU THE WINNDER YOU ARE
TODAY- Zyra x.x.x
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