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Dear diary,
Have you ever feel lonely...well somehow a big rain starts in the exact time and memory about someone who is important to you?
Do you often think that every single thing that starts from one mistake of the person who is the reason you were born in this world?
Everytime the rain falls...heavy rain...whenever I look at the window or maybe...standing at the terrace watching the rain falls down and you feel the cold wind surrounding you makes me remember the one person who is missing in my life and it's him...my father..
The one who made me the person I am today....even I'm in a situation of a broken family every time I saw raining outside...I remember that day....
We were at our trip to my aunt well mostly once in a year...I was 5 years old..well surprisingly my father was there in that particular place with my aunties and cousins. That's the thing that made me think...why didn't you talk to him? Well as a child you can't ask your father many things...the memory of me and my twin sister seeing my father is when there is a sack of toys in front of me which we were using to play well of course...I saw him...smiling at us...guiding at us...
The next memory is my mom and dad with me and my sis were at the mall to meet well me and my sis are with my dad so well we were waiting for my mom..the first ever thing I heard from him is.."zy..be a good sister to your twin sister...I know your braver than her...". I cried whenever I remember those words...well the last memory is....our last time we went to KFC restaurant at that mall and me, my sis and my mom were eating...that's the first time I saw my family....together....
So in that day...it rained hard...whenever I remember this heavy...rain? I cry....cause well....most of my mind is all about my father...
Sometimes..whenever the things or challenges that happens in your life...well it means somthing...it has a reason...everything has a reason..like our all people's life...
Whenever you do, just keep moving in on your life to involve the mysteries deep inside
Of the life you have now....
- Zyra x.x.
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