Feelings

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{Nathan's POV}

It's been a week sense Youmna got out of the hospital and it's been a couple of days sense we did the project and we got... Drum roll please, 95%! Yeah I was pretty happy with that note, I think everyone was happy with it. The day Youmna got out of the hospital she went to change her hair style witch I personally like, also she got a all black motorcycle it's really cool and she got a all black helmet. At first her parents weren't so sure but some how she convinced them, so now she looks more like her title says 'Bad girl of the school'. I actually finally told everyone that my parents where dead...

{Flash back to when I told them}

So I was about to tell them but then the incident happened so I waited in tell all gets better so I told them Friday when she invited us to dinner.

"So, um... I need to tell you guys something..." I look at them in the eyes waiting for them to listed.

"Whats wrong honey? Are you okay?" Youmna's mom asks worried clear in her voice. She underused that I'm nervous.

"Are you going to tell them about your parents?" Whispers Alec in my ear. I only do a small nod as a response.

"So um, you know how my parents went to travel the world?" They all nod at look at me suspeciously.

"Well, they didn't actually go..." I say this time looking everywhere but there eyes. After a minute of silence I look at her parents and I instantly feel a tear fall just remembering them makes me cry. I take a big shaky breath before continuing. This is so hard. Before i can say anything Youmna beated me to it.

"What do you mean?" She says looking at me with questionable eyes.

I told them everything about when they took me because of the fight and tell the end of when I was in the hospital, then I told them I live with Alec then Alec explained that his parents disowned him that why he's living with me. In the end my face was wet with tears but mine was nothing compared to the tears and sobs of my parents best friend. Youmna and Maeve said it's there fault but we convinced them it wasn't. After that they realized they had missed a lot in our lives.

After they calmed down a bit we decided to clean the table. Then we ate dessert and we left.

{End of flash back}

"Nathan? Nathan McBlack? Answer the question." My Math teacher says making me come back to the present.

"I didn't really pay attention and I don't care right now." I say honesty it may of came out in the wrong way. But I don't really care. School is finishing in less then a week. So I couldn't care less.

"I am your teacher you don't rude to me. You respect me. Got it?" Now she's in front of my desk looking ready to kill me. And no surprise everyone in class was staring at the show forming before there eyes. Honestly they should be used to it by now.

"Whatever you saw your Majesty." By now her face is red with anger. If we were in a cartoon smoke would come out of her ears. Wasn't my best sarcasm phrase but oh well.

"GET OUT! GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT! Leave my class now! Go to detention for the of this class and the rest of the classes you have with me." She says with a smirk thinking I'd give a crap we already did all are exams sooo.

"Thanks for the early vacation I was worried to see you each day tell the end of classes." I smirk when I see her shocked face that's just understanding she made a big mistake of putting me in detention. I leave the class room when she isn't frozen in place anymore before she changes her mind.

While I walk down the halls of the school I realize that the school is dead silent.

"I see your back again, well you know the drill write your name on the sheet then sit down I'll be back." Mister drake says.

"Yeah yeah and you will leave to go the the "washroom" and I'll us my phone. Then when you come back minutes before detention ends I will put away my phone. Got it you can go now." I say with a smirk he actually goes home and sleeps that's why we made a deal so I won't tell anyone about him if he lets me do whatever I want. When he leaves I sit down on he's chair and look around nobody is here. I have this room all to my self. I smile in satisfaction and put my earphones on and start listening to music. I go to my texts and reply to all of them. I wonder if Alec is in the other detention room. They don't put us together because they know we will just leave or do something worse.

N: bro you in detention?

A: why do you ask when you know the answer. I was in the other math class. Got kicked out for the rest of the year.

N: hahaha yeah same.

A: your using your phone so I'm guessing mister Drake left to go sleep.

N: yeah he left a couple of minutes ago. And I'm guessing Ms. Whatever her name is fell for your "charm" again.

A: you know it. :') well cya after detention.

With that last text I close the texts and and close my phone and look trough the big window in front of me looking at nothing in particular. What is going on? I think when my mind wanders and starts thinking of Youmna. I wonder what she's doing right now because she usually doesn't really pay attention in class. Suddenly I hear the door open slowly, with out thinking that maybe it's another teacher and i will get in more trouble I sit more comfortably and look at the door when I hear someone sigh in relief. Speak of the devil? I wonder when I see Youmna walking fully in now with one of her gorgeous smiles.

Did I just...Say that my best friend had a gorgeous smile...What the fuck man don't start acting like a girl.

"Hey! He went to sleep?" I only nod yes and keep staring at her. Sense when is she this pretty?...

"W-why are you looking at me like t-that...?" She questions with a small blush starting to form on her checks. She's so cute...Oh god!

"I wasn't looking at you I was looking at something behind you?" I say more as a question but thank god she didn't understand it was a question. WAIT! back up did I call my best friend cute and pretty? Oh god I'm so stupid why would I say that??

"Hey nate? You okay?" She tilts her head to the left looking at me with confused eyes. It's good to know that even if she's becoming more the person all the school think she is. She's still as sweet as when we were kids. I smile at her and nod.

"Yeah sorry just thinking of something." I say and light out the cigarette I was smoking. I smoke a lot to be honest. She starts smirking and looks at me.

"Or someone?" Before I can respond she starts laughing like a maniac.

With that I realized something very important that even sounds crazy to me.

I might just might have feelings for my childhood best friend.... I can't have any! Ugh stupid heart your job is to pump blood not to mess with emotions.

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Whaaaaaa? Updates on vacation? Yeah pretty much but its almost the end of the vacation! Going back home August 3rd! Did you like the ending? Idk if i personally liked it. Well hope you comment, vote, and follow! If you want!

Love Souki! 🙈💕

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