I'm Sorry...

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I know I haven't been updating any of my stories lately, but I have a reason.

Now y'all will probs think this is ridiculous and that I shouldn't let this get in the way of writing. However, this has never happened to me...

I've fallen in love with someone who I'm pretty sure doesn't love me back.

It started out as an innocent crush that I thought would fade away after a couple of weeks... 5 months later and I'm still dreaming about him and thinking about him every single day and night.

I've finished my first year of college and we're on summer break now. I'm on holiday in a few days, but I know I won't be able to enjoy any of it cuz I'm that in love with him!

I've been spending my days and nights crying, knowing he will never love me back! Everyone I like never likes me back!

So yeah, I've basically been sobbing over a guy, but love has never hurt so much... I guess I've never actually been in love before now!

I'll try to update over the summer more often. I hope y'all aren't too mad at me!

Any words of support would be great! I haven't told him I love him yet... Should I??? Should I wait??? Should I just leave and never see what happens cuz I'm too scared???

I love y'all and thank y'all for being there for me!

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