Okay so there's a person with an amazing book, I'll look for the name later because I'm shamelessly lazy, and they have a chapter where they apologize, and I love their book so I'm like why the fuck do they need to apologizing , I read their earlier chapters where they say they can be a bitch when she's bipolar, but I have a friend who's bipolar and I would never ask her to apologize, I love her. And it doesn't sound like people Ask them too and I'm not shaming anyone but they're so amazing like how?
And they apologized for being alive, and I was like no! Because seriously like ugh never apologize for being alive anyone you're so awesome and I'm losing steam because I want go back and continue reading their book, but if you ever see this or anyone who just needs to realize that dying will not fix anything, it will break my heart, and that you hurt yourself and are hurt more than anybody you may lash out on. And if you ever need to lash out at me because I won't take offense but I just don't want anything to happen to you loves!! Okay I'll prob finish this rant another time but just hold on and don't die pls!
