Ugh okay I need to rant.
So my friend and I were hugging and stuff and she kept getting on top of me and hugging me and stuff, and I was like whatever as long as I can still play my games and stuff.
And like sometimes I'd hug her back and then when we went to sleep it was a sleepover and so she insisted on us sleeping like in the same bed so I'm like yeah sure we're good friends.
So she wouldn't like let me get sleep she kept on whispering and like taking all the space and like pressing against me and I didn't want to be mean so I didn't say anything, so like then out of the blue she says that she like has a crush on me.
Now I'm a girl and straight although I don't want to limit myself, like there's a girl I think I might like but I'm not sure... Anyway. Analyze this, I feel like I think of her as a friend and I was trying to tell her, she was asking me how I felt... In my heart? Just so you know I'm like 13 and a 1/2 I get to say half because my birthday is in exactly 6 months 👍🏽, anyway I'm trying to say like I love you but as a friend, without like ruining our friendship. So she starts putting words in my mouth like I start saying I like her but I'm kind of uncomfortable and she starts saying like it's because I'm not sure which way I like her but... I am.
Anyway she starts saying like boys have liked her before but they were always annoying and that she was glad it was a girl this time... And I was like I didn't really say that. Okay bye now you guys no I'm a coward when t comes to potentially hurting someone's feelings.... Anyway she kept saying stuff like in so stupid, and I was like no you're not and I guess she took it in a way.... So a lot of this is my cowardice but the next day she kept snuggling me but I like get a little uncomfortable by that stuff like too much of it.
Anyway... I was just kind of like who tells somebody you like them while you're like hugging them in bed, like idc about gender that's just awkward... But she's a good friend it's just now she wants a sleepover but she keeps laying next to me and pulling my arm around her and like pushing her hand in mine and I'm kind a like... A sleepover?
Ugh please don't give hate this is nothing about gender I just don't like her that way and the way she told me and kind of forced me was weird.
