Something gotta give

Chapter. 11

P.V.O Katie

I was driving home cry to myself in the car. I could see my phone going off like crazy, I looked to see who keeps calling to see, miss calls and message from Kane and Jason. What the hell are they doing can't they just leave me alone, haven't they done enough damage.

As I get home I felt so

un-loved

so hurt

So dirty

so lifeless.

I couldn't help not to feel used. Used by the one I was falling so hard for. I walk into my studio and go straight to the bathroom, staring at myself in the mirror I couldn't stop myself my crying. Moments later I had a shower and got charged into a single top and some shorts. Laying on my bed all I could hear was my phone going off, I got up to take a look to see 4 missed calls /10 message from Jason and 20 missed calls/ 2 message from Kane. I got pissed off and upset so I turned my phone off.

Laying on my bed thinking about the last couple of months, I couldn't believe how deep I got into it. Having feeling for Kane then having feeling for Jason and they are both cousins. I bet they do this all the time I questioned myself.

Thinking deep into my thoughts I hear a nock at the door. I got up and reach for the door opening it up to see Kane standing there, as I saw him I quickly tried to shut the door but he stopped it before I could shut the door on him.

"What do you want Kane" I said pretty much yelling at him

"I came to see if you are ok, I'm so sorry about Jason Katie I had no idea" he said

"Sure I didn't, please just go away" I said as I looked at him. As I looked at him I could see blood on his face "omg what happen to your face" I said is a worry voice

"Jason hand" he said smiling so sweetly

"Oh Kane what did you do, quickly come in and ill clean you up" I could help to think maybe I was wrong about Kane. As we walked in I told him to take a sit on the chair. I went to get an ice pack and the first aid kit.

I grabbed a tea towel and started walking over to him

"So why did Jason hit you" I questioned him. I didn't think Jason would even hit Kane they are cousins and what did Kane say to make Jason told that.

I wrapped the tea towel around the ice pack putting it in his eye.

"Well I had a go at him about makaela and you. I got really upset and told him off" he said holding the ice pack to his eye.

I thought to myself why? Why would he say anything. I sat down in front of from him and started cleaning his eye up. Jason hint him just above the eye his and he has a open cut that was blooding, to tell u the truth his look quick sexy.

I couldn't help myself from asking this question " why"

"Why what?" He looked at me and pushed my hand down look straight into my eyes. "Why did I say something cause I care about you Katie I always have. But you we're with Jason so I couldn't tell you how I felt, seeing you today upset hurt me inside I never want to see you upset. I got mad and when in and had a go at Jason" he took his hand and put it oh my face.

"You are so beautiful inside and out. I just hope you know I would never want to hurt you or make u feel down"

I was in shock with his words they had put me off guard I just wanted to clean his face up. I couldn't move and kelt looking into his eyes. Before I know it his put his lips onto mine and kissed me. I felt butterflies in my tummy as his mouth open up and so did mine I returned the kiss. When I realised I couldn't do this, I quickly pushed him away.

"I can't do this. Sorry but I need to go" I said

"Katie please I didn’t mean to upset up" he said 

"Look sorry but you just really need to leave” I got and walked over to the door as he got up and walked over to the door too, as I opened the door he turned to me ask me a question

“Are you coming tonight?”

“Really! I’m not in the mood; I just saw my boyfriend or whatever his is with another women and then you come here tell me how you care about me and kiss me and now your asking me if I’m going to go out tonight really” I answered him  

“Look I’m just asking it might take your mind off thing, I’m just saying it would be nice to see you here and I know everyone at work would like you to come since it might be the last time you see them. Just think about it ok.” He said walking out of my studio over to his car.

I shut the door and leaned on the back of it, what he thinking kissing me today just got even worst.