YOU IGNITED A MOST MAGNIFICENT FLAME INSIDE OF ME, ONE THAT WAS SLIGHTLY BIGGER THAN A BIRTHDAY CANDLE.
YOU HELPED ME FIND THE SIGNIFICANCE OF WHO I AM.
BUT THAT ALL CHANGED WHEN I FUCKED UP. GOD, I FUCKED UP. I BEGGED AND BEGGED AND YOU SAID NO, AND THAT YOU WERE DONE WITH ME.
HEARING YOU SAY THAT FROZE MY ENTIRE BODY AND IN HALF A SECOND MY HEART WAS IN SHAMBLES.
THE FIRE HAD BEEN BLOWN OUT.
THE COLOR IN MY EYES WENT STRAIGHT TO GREY.
IT HAS BEEN 3 YEARS SINCE THEN.
I HAVEN'T BEEN THE SAME.
YOU WOULD HATE WHO I AM NOW, YOU WOULD EVEN BE EMBARRASSED TO SAY YOU KNEW ME.
YOU WOULD NOT APPROVE OF THE THINGS OF DONE IN THE SPITE OF YOU...
I TEXTED YOU LAST YEAR ON FEB 28...
YOU NEVER TEXTED BACK.
THAT NO REPLY BACK DIDN'T EVEN HURT ME. IT ONLY STARTED ANOTHER FIRE INSIDE ME. EXCEPT THIS TIME IT INSTANTLY BECAME A FUCKING WILDFIRE, BECAUSE OF THE HATRED PASSION I NOW HAVE FOR YOU.
NOT BECAUSE YOU NEVER TEXTED ME BACK, BUT BECAUSE YOU ACT AS IF I MEANT NOTHING TO YOU.
SO FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU, FOR HAVING AN AFFECT ON ME. FUCK YOU, FOR MAKING ME FEEL LIKE SHIT. FUCK YOU, FOR THE DAMN WILDFIRE I CAN NO LONGER CONTROL.
FUCK YOU, FOR THE SHIT YOU'VE PUT ME THROUGH.
FUCK YOU...
fuck you, for you still being on my mind after 3 years...
fuck you, for being the first person to break my fucking heart.
