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YOU SAID YOU CARED, AND THAT I SHOULD BELIEVE YOU.
SO I DID.
YOU SAID THAT I SHOULD TAKE MY PANTS OFF FOR YOU.
SO I DID.
YOU SAID I SHOULD LET YOU DO THIS AND THAT.
SO I DID.
WHAT YOU DIDN'T TELL ME, IS THAT YOU WOULD LEAVE.
YOU WOULD LEAVE ME HERE TO THINK OF MYSELF AS A HORRIBLE HUMAN BEING.
AS SOMEONE NOT WORTH LOVING.
YOU ALSO DIDN'T TELL ME THAT WHILE DOING THOSE THINGS YOU CREATED A GRAVEYARD INSIDE OF ME,
BECAUSE NOW I FEEL SO, DEAD.
SO, EMPTY.
I NOW BLAME YOU FOR THE FUNERAL IN MY HEAD.
I BLAME YOU FOR THE TOMBSTONE THAT READS:
"she only wanted to be loved".

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