Is this how it’s always going to be?
A story with a good beginning, okay (ish) middle and a crappy ending?
I don’t think so.
Somehow I’m going to change things, even if it means writing about me.
I’ve spent 16 years+ debating whether I should carry my stories on or not. Whenever I try to though they always seem to start of perfectly fine and then start to go bad. I’ve realised that this happens because I think that everything that happens isn’t going to happen so why bother writing about it? I know that this is always the case in stories but for me it has to have some resemblance to a reality, whether it’s my reality or someone else’s. Every story I’ve ever wrote has something from mine or a friend’s life in, whether it’s just a name or an event or just the whole story within itself, but I never seem to finish because it always differs from the reality I’ve based it on.
I’m going to try to write something once again.
This may turn into a memory sharing, a story, a poem or a song.
I don’t really mind.
It’s my writing so I can put what I want.
I’ll get to the end somehow,
And this time,
The main character in this,
Is me.
I’m Alice, I’m 16 (till July at least) and my life’s been a mess up until now. For once in my life I have amazing friends and the best boyfriend anyone could ask for, despite people trying to get involved with my life who I severely hate I don’t think anything could change this...yet there was a time where things weren’t good and it keeps coming back to haunt me. I’m not perfect, noone is, I’ve had enough bad things happen to me in the time I’ve been on this planet that I cherish anything good that comes along because I think that it will be snatched away from me at any time if I do something wrong but this isn’t going very well is it? It’s started more like a diary then a story. I’ve wrote about myself in the past but noone reading them realised that the fucked up girl in the descriptions was me without me telling them. This isn’t going to be a memory, a story, a poem or a song right now. Maybe it will be someday but for now this one’s finished.May
