I feel sick
Feeling heated
From bieng mistreated
Burning to the core
Next thing you know I won't be here anymore
Breathing slow feeling trapped inside
This feeling sufficates I can't hide
It feels rising an anxiety ride
Trying to get up on my feet
Oh I feel so defeat
But before I burn in hell I have to take a seat
Damn it hurts
Just think for once I'll burst
This is a curse
So much pressure in my chest
In hell this is my test
If I can withstand the flames or rest
I feel paralyzed
Everyone saw right through my painful descise
They all despise
But do you see me complaining
This burning sensation slowly containing
Deep withing my body and heart
Trying to burn everything apart
Yet I keep still
As the room and my lungs fill
With the last of the fire
It just keeps burning and gets higher
I want to feel this way
I deserve it anyway
Today
I hold my last breath
It's time for my death
But oddly I'm getting immune
From all the smoke I consume
It's getting dark and cold now
But how
The flames are bright how could this be?
Is death staring at me?
Is this even reality?
That sharp pain is coming back again
I hope I don't feel it in the end
My chest feels clogged now I'm sufficating
My heart is racing
This is the end I can feel
But it still bothers me
Is this real?
