I like this little flame
So balanced so tame
I don't talk about it often
It just gets soften
Lightens up my insides
With soothing warmth it combines
Even if I feel down
Falling repeatedly on the ground
Surrounded by blood
As my emotions and thoughts flood
I still can feel it glow
I can feel it go slow
into my viens
On those cold windy days
Gives me strength
My life can go in Great length
Yet I keep stumbling
Keep mumbling
For me to die
And then I ask myself why
What's the point in dying
What's the point in trying
to give up
what was given to you
I just couldn't realise and see it through
That my life is just as important as all yours too
As you stayed to seek my life
The reality is just full of cuts and your holding the nife
Don't let it get so deep
Then all the darkness shall consume you
and reap upon your grave
You become the Devil's slave
Because he feeds on your fears
Feeds until your breath clears
You wear a sweater to be your guard
So nothing would kill you this hard
Scared to speak
As your demons leak
You stand still
As the nife stuck in your hand is ready to kill
But you look into the nife
You see your eyes
Paralyzed
Now you let the nife go
Because now you know
It's not worth to kill you or them
But until then
Don't fall into the end
Life is no music can't rewind and fast forward and play as it ends
Life is no video game you got one life even if games make you try and try heart after heart dying over and over even from the start
Life is a book with endless pages
Those pages are ready to be filled as you past time and the ages
Don't stop it at the last chapter
We all want to know what happens after
So it's endless
Process
Don't keep sinking
Don't keep thinking
Just keep believing
Keep achieving
Stop grieving
Here now that you have my attention
I'll let you see my latest invention
Dark rose-
Help me
Listen to me carefully
They told me every day
That I was gay
They turned my life gray
Now there is nothing left to say
All they did was play
I remember what you did
It was all for a bid
Locked in your eyes
Walked in your lies
This was all a surprise
We fucked in the room
Caught us falling to our doom
I got swept away like a broom
I saw you in the afternoon you caught my eye
I couldn't lie
It made me teary to almost cry
But I died upon your arms as lust was upon
I stayed up till dawn
You got a Blood shed tear
This was all your "fear"
That I'd leave so soon,this afternoon
All the flowers still bloom
But the rose in my hand wasn't red
It was dead
Just like me
A dark rose
As the wind just blows a note flies out my hand
It looked so bland no blood inside
I just couldn't hide
You picked it up
Like you gave a fuck
But when you saw what I wrote
You broke
Into tears
Telling me and wishing I was here
You where sorry for playing those games
But you told me your sorry for the pain
Now it's getting cloudy about to rain
I felt my coldness come clear
Everything shut down
There was no more noise to hear
But you held my rose
You said it was dark
But you were sorry you tore me apart
I lie in the coffin resting in peace
But in this moment I feel zero degrees
My lips start to turn blue
Now your just a blur
I won't blame this all because of him/her
I blame this for me
Never making you smile
This was all going on years and years
Just for a while
But I died today
Not like anyone cared anyway
To say
They apologize
To the skies
But I'm not up there
I'm not anywhere but here
Stuck in the coffin as the air in my lungs start to fade
All for a stupid words you made
That burst my heart
Now I'm never going to finish or start
What I had for you because your loving for me wasn't true
There is nothing left you can do
You poor dark rose
Burn it kill it
But the sun keeps shining
Keeping it up making it blinding
It's trying to blend in like me
Torn into 3
How could this be
Noone watched me carefully until I drifted away
Now they cry and pray for me to stay
But I'll be gone for day after day
As I lay
Dieng in may
As the flowers still bloom
My flower died
Fell to its doom
It's not the best I know but rhyming is the path I show.
As the writer of these poems I want you to decide if I should stop these rhymes or keep going with this poetry right beside of me. Comment if you agree or disagree. I go any path you guys also choose believe me.
