When I finally arrived at school it was around lunch time, well at least I think anyway. I collected my late mark and decided to roam around the school, there's no damn way i'm going to my science lesson. Science is basically a lesson where the jocks get to pour acid and different chemicals down my throat… Teacher must be having a laugh if she thinks im going into that lesson. I'd rather get in deep shit for skipping than get poisoned again.
So, I stayed roaming around until the bell went, ahh, now it's lunch. Swiftly I made my way out of school and down towards the convinience store just around the corner from my school, all the 16-17 year olds from my school went to this store. Poor shop owner, most of us dont even buy the stuff…we just take it while the odd goody goody two shoes actually pays for his chocolate bar.
I headed back towards the school when I noticed a bunch of jocks circled around a small kid, about my height. From where I could see, he looked around my age; 16. He's probably new. Not like I care. I'm not allowed to care, that would be stupid. I'm cant afford to care about somebody, you see. Me and my mum move cities quite often because of-no. You dont need to know about me… so anyway, i've learnt to block out everyone and just pass by as a, yes, I'm using that word again, pass by as a nobody.
The kid looked in pain, I felt bad for not helping him but if I helped him then he'd say thankyou, then we'd become friends and I cant have friends. It's too unfair on not only them but me, too. So, ignoring him with guilt in my stomach I went to my locker to grab a few books then sat up on the windowsil in the toilets to have a cigarette. It felt like ages since I last inhaled the toxins into my lungs… infact it's only been a day. I know I shouldnt smoke, its bad for me blah blah I know but its an addiction. It's better than me being hooked on the other stuff…like; drugs. Ah. Those filthy things i'll never touch. They ruined my mums life and I'm not prepared to fuck up my own life anymore. Not just yet.
