Secret -Lilo-

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by LittleDaniBabe

by LittleDaniBabe

-Louis-

My face was hot. I didn't mean to yell at him, but he was worrying to much. I threw a vase acroos the room and yelled at myself

~Flashback~

"Louis, tell me whats wrong?" Liam has asked, i could tell he was worried. It was all in his eyes.

"Nothing, Liam" I said as calmly as I could, I was just having a bad day and he wasnt helping.

"Lou... I know thats a lie" He said softly at me.

"DAMN LIAM, GET OUT OF MY DAMN BUISNESS! STOP TRYING TO MAKE THINGS BETTER WHEN YOU CANT! You just cant.." I spat at him. It was harsh and i didn't mean to hurt him, but I did and I regretted it.

~End~

I cried on the couch, I didn't know how to feel anymore. I was lost, my heart was wrong. I thought I was straigh. Normal. Im not ... And thats my secret that no one knows. That I don't want getting out. I didn't want people judging me. I don't want anymore hate. I don't want it anymore. All I want is Liam

-2 weeks later-

I was trying to talk to Liam but he wouldn't answer. Harry told me he wouldn't come out of his flat. He wouldn't eat and he would cry or break things. I felt guilty. Guilty that I hadn't told him the truth. Still no one knows im gay although I knew it showed. The fans are noticing it now, but they of course either hated me, or told me I was probably with Harry and question us. Harry was now dragging me out of my flat and to Liams. I tried to pull away, but he kept a tight grip on me.

"Harold! He hates me!" I told him the entire way there. He wanted to punch me by now.

"Shut up Lou" He said Finally and pushed me to Liams door. "Have fun" He said and left. I found Liams old spare key, under the mat, and walked in.

"Liam..?" I asked, hoping for an answer. I wanted to cry when I saw him on the floor saying it was his fault, crying and shaking.

"Louis.. I'm sorry-" He was about to talk when I cut him off.

"No Liam! I'm sorry. I was a douche. I-I was having a problem and I took it out on you. Liam, your my best mate and.. and I think.. I think I love you" I whispered, quietly.

"You.. YOu love me?" He asked. Confusion in his voice. He as probably disgusted and I wouldn't blame him but his next words threw me off guard. "I love you too" He said, Smiling brightly and hope sparkled in his eyes. He got up and hugged me.

"Really?" I asked, he nodded and kissed me. His perfect lips on mine, he kissed me sweetly and passionatly. I was in Liam heaven.

"This can be our... secret" He giggled, lips still attached to mine and I couldn't help but smile wide.

"Yeah alright, Mr. mature" I teased him, kissing him again and hopig this could be our secret forever.