Learning To Love With Louis Tomlinson

Chapter 7

Cinnamon's POV

Today I'm going to Louis' house nd surprise him.. Well by going I mean... Getting out my car nd waking to his door way.

I heard whispers nd louis shishing someone from the other side of the door.

"Hello, love." Lou said cracking the door smiling at me.

"Wrong time ..?"

"No of course not. Um..." He looked behind him. "Come in," he said opening the door more.

"What's going on.?"

"Oh I erm... " he turned red.

"Don't hurt yourself," I said giggling walking in.

"So what are you doing here, Cinnamon ?" He yelled my name.

"Uh, i figured today we could do something." I said trying to sound convincing.

"Oh that sounds great, CINNAMON," he yelled again toward the stairs. "So I'm obviously not ready, why don't you go hone and I'll call when I am. Or we can meet up at some place. How about that ?" He was obviously trying to get rid of me.

"Oh, yeh. Course. Anything.. See you later," I turned around and walked back to my car. I turned it on and he went in his house.

I pulled off but only to turn around. But when i get about 9 feet away from his house, I see some girl half naked walking out. Then Louis rushing her.

What am i seeing ? I thought he liked me.. What ??

I know this shouldn't hurt me, but it hurts like all hell. But I mean, we aren't together. Were just friends so what can I say. He isn't cheating... But I thought we had something in our future.. I guess not...

     Louis' POV

Seeing her, made me just more and more guilty. I know that it would hurt her. Should I tell her ? What she doesn't know couldn't possibly hurt her. Right ? I really like her, I don't want anything screwing up our future life together. Maybe that's going to far, I mean.. Were only friends right now. But I know we have something going for us. And I know she knows it. So maybe she shouldn't know.

"Just GO !!" I yelled to Jenna realizing that she wouldn't pulling off.

"But wait lou I have to tell you som-"
"GOOO JENNA THIS WAS A MISTAKE, JUST LEAVE," I said pointing my fingurs down the street.

"Fine. Bye Louis better luck next party." She said pulling off with a smirk.

Ughhh what did I do ??????

    Jenna's POV

When Louis was rushing me out, I seen Cinnamon. I seen her looking through her side rear view mirrors. And I don't know why, but a part of me was going to tell Louis. But he was being a jerk. So I'm not telling him. I'll let him mess his future up. I don't want him anymore. What was a thinking ? Oh no.. Harry ..

I hadn't thought of the after math, and how its would affect anyone but Cinnamon.

I took my phone out and dialed Harry's number. The sooner I tell him the better he's going to think it was a mistake.

"Hey babe," he picked up in a groggy voice. "What's up ?"

"Nothing just leaving Louis' house." My stomach dropped. It was 10:47 a.m and I'm leaving Louis house. What's Harry gonna think ?

"Why were you there ?" He chuckled not wanting to know the truth.

"I have to tell you something. And I know youre going to be really really upet with me."

"Jenna, youre scaring m-"

"Okay just listen. So Louis and I hosted a party-"

"I wasn't invited ?" He chuckled.

"It was last minute," I tried saying as serious as possible. "And we were drinking. And.." I stopped for air. "And..."

"Jenna,"

"Okay okay we slept together, Harry I'm sorry I love you and only you. No one else, please I'm sorry Harry !!" I started crying.

He wasn't saying anything. And it was scaring me.

"Harry," I said covering my mouth.

"How long ?" He said sounding really upset.

"Just yesterday, and it was a drunken mistake, I'm so so so sorry Harry," Now im crying a river.

"Jenna.. I'm glad you told me now but how could you ? I can control myself when I'm- Wait you and Louis ? You cheated on me... With my best fruend. I'm sorry Jenna I just can't forgive that."

"Harry I'm sorry, baby." I said trying to convince him to stay.

"Jenna, just stop. You can't fix this. And my names Harry." He said and hung up on me.

I can't believe that happened. I was so mad that I threw my phone at the wall.

I had Harry, a perfect man, Louis, a really good friend, and Cinnamon who I rarely know personally. I still don't like her... But Harry and Louis were the most important people in my life and I ruined it all. And for what ? Some stupid thing I thought would last. ? Because I Bet we wouldn't of. I'm so disgusted with myself.

I pulled into my drive way and turned the car off. I looked at the big house and wondered why I have it. Was it to make a point that I can survive on my own ? Or was it to impress the wrong people ? Whatever the reason I didn't deserve this.

Louis ~
You told Harry ??!

Louis texted me. I know he's mad. And so am I. Kind of. I'm glad I told him. Bevuase if it took to long it'll seem as-

Louis ~
Why ????

Me ~
Because. Louis, if  I didn't, and we waited, it would seem like it really meant something to us. And it didn't at all

And I mean that. I know that it was a mistake now. And harry was right. If I really didn't want to, then I wouldn't of. I barely had any to drink. But I don't want him to know. No one can know i wasnt drinking on purpose. Things would be way worse.

Louis ~
Okay. Great. Thanks .. So much.. You make life so much better for me. So greatful to have you here haha（＾_＾）