The Bad of Me

Chapter Three

I close my eyes as I attempt to fall asleep again but flashbacks keep coming back to me.

 Don't you die on me, Violet! No.
Don't you die! Don't you die on me.
Violet!

It replays more and more in my head and I cant stop it. I wanna get out of this house. I can't goddammit. There's a new girl in the house and I've been watching her for the past week. Something about her attracts me. I just can't put my finger on it. I go up to the kitchen and see she's there. She grabs an apple and sits on her phone. I study her. Her honey hair and brown eyes. Distracted I accidentally knock down a book that was sitting on the counter.

Shit

Her head immediately darts away from her phone and looks around.  She gets up and picks up the book and puts it back on the counter she finished her apple and walks toward the trash can. I go to follow her as she leaves the kitchen.

"What the hell are you doing?" Someone stops me at my tracks. It's Violet. I roll my eyes to the sight of her making her frown.

"Why are you following me?"

"Why are you following her?"

"It's none of your business." I retort and push her out of the way but she grabs my arm.

"Tate, stop." she sighs

"What do you want Violet?"

"Why are you acting like this toward me?"

"Toward you? Violet you are so fucking selfish. Everything isn't about you. You aren't the fucking victim. You killed yourself. I'm fucking sick and tired of acting like I killed you. Just, stop. You killed yourself because things weren't going your way. Violet, I don't love you anymore. So you don't have to act stubborn towards me because I don't fucking care anymore."

"You don't love me anymore because the new girl is here?!!" She screams "Whoopee fucking doo, Tate. She doesn't even know that you exist. Keep dreaming lover boy because that's all you can do in this fucking house. So fuck you Tate!"

"Fuck you too Violet. You selfish bitch. You cut yourself because mommy and daddy werent giving you enough attention and you didn't bother talking to me before you went and killed yourself, I even tried to save you. I helped you with a coke whore! All those things I fucking did for you and you're still mad at me about what happened to your mom? I cared more about you than your mom did. Guess what. I don't care anymore."

Violet couldn't help but look at me with shock and disgust. It was also very obvious she was never told that someone doesn't care about her anymore. She walked up to me with tears in her eyes and tried to punch me but I caught her hand. She looks up at me with tears in her eyes, like a sad puppy.

"I hate you!" she says to my face and I let go as she runs away. I then got a feeling that a bunch of weight just dropped on my shoulders.