I remember on March 8th, 2016, my uncle, Hayes, killed himself. It still pains me to think about...it hurts after all these months, it still wrenches my heart.
Anyways, I remember the whole night (I was pulled out of a band concert) , I wouldn't tell Amber what was wrong, but she knew something bad happened, and she made sure she comforted me the best of her ability, even though it didn't work, she tried, and that means the world to me.
The next day at school, in the hallways, she greeted me with open arms. My whole body ached. I wouldn't let go of her; I was trembling, and breaking down. That was the worst shape she has ever saw me in. I was a sobbing mess, and it wasn't pretty, it was the ugly sobbing. my body was trembling and I held onto her for dear life, and not once during that whole ordeal did she even try to let me go. Not once did she push me to tell her what had happened to put me in this state. She waited until I had somewhat collected myself, and then I told her what had happened. She looked at me with pity and hugged me.
That day I think I have felt the saddest I have ever felt, but also the most loved by her than I have ever felt. She put up with me not uttering a word for days after that. She let me have my time, but the whole time she held my hands, hugged me, and made sure that I was okay and comforted.
I am thankful for that.
I am crying for 2 reasons while writing this... It's been (today is 7/10/16) 4 months...4 painfully long and horrendous months without my favorite uncle.....He died at the age of 70. I love him unconditionally and just wish he was here to be able to embrace me as I cry. I want him back so bad.
The other reason I am crying is that Amber put up with me through this, without pressuring me to do anything, and making sure I was okay while doing so.
YOU ARE READING
Staying Up All Night
De TodoBasically, this is a story about me and my girlfriend (lesbian). This is the story about how we fell in love, starting from when we first became friends in the 7th grade.
