I was walking to the park to meet up with my friend tess he's really cool and gay haha I didn't have to many friends I was basically a loner I had trust issues so it was hard for me to make friends
Nicks p.o.v
"Bye mum I'm going to the park" I hate being home my mum is really mean to me she doesn't like my friend tess since he's gay she said it's nasty and a sin but oh well I text tess telling him I'm almost there he said he's gonna be running late probably at his boyfriends house or something I finally got there so I decided to lay by a tree and put my ear buds in a listen to some music i guess I dozed of till I felt someone slightly kick me I let my eyes adjust and realized it's tess I got up fast " um sorry" I said nervously I looked over tesses shoulder and noticed a girl she was really cute i brushed my butt of and looked a tess " who's that" I said tess said this was a girl they met at college her name was rose they had become friends he said we all could hang out I walked over to the girl and shook her hand I'm Nick she gave me a weird confused look my name is Isabella but I hate that name I rather be called Nick she smiled " I like it. It's cute." She said with a wink I tried to speak but the words wouldn't come out yeah rose is a..... cute name too I spate out fast she giggled and gave me a smirk
Rose said there was this college party tonight at 9:00 and she wanted me and Tess to go I looked at tess he said yes I told them I would see rose gave me her number and I walked home when I walked in the door my mother was drunk she started screaming at me she came closer to me she was abusive since my dad died she blamed it on me but in reality it was her cause she cheated on him and he killed himself she took it out on me she pushed me into a wall screaming about how I was a mistake I said for her to please stopped she slapped me and started punching me in the gut and I fell down she started kicking me repeatedly I got up stumbling but fell back down she walked away for a minute so I thought she was done she threw a beer bottle at me and it it hit me in the head I saw blood coming for my head after another 10 minutes of her repeatedly hitting and kicking me she got tired and left I just laid there I was bleeding and I know I had bruises my rip cage hurted so bad I was pretty sure I broke some stuff but the pain was bearable it happened a lot so I was just used to it I made my way up stairs and peeled my clothes off I looked at my body I was disgusted all the bruises that covered my body I ran a bath a went in my cabinet and pulled out a razor it was the only thing I could do to relieve all over this as I drew the blade against my skin and watched the blood trickle out I couldn't help but think about rose about her beauty I had been a lesbian for awhile no one knew except tess if my mom ever found out I would be dead literally
The song at the top is the song Nick was listening to check it out it's a good song and sorry for a short chapter.. Bye loves 😊😘
