I'm not a girl

Day 1:

Danielle's Po- Scratch that- Dan's Pov

"Danielle get ready for school." My mum called
"My name is Daniel not Danielle mum!"
I yell as I walk into the bathroom. I find my gauze and wrap it around my chest, I grab my All Time Low Shirt and black skinny jeans. I look a bit more like a boy considering I have the gauze as tight as it could possibly go. I pulled the scissors to my hair just as I was about to cut it, the door swung open and my mum stood there in shock at what she saw.

"Danielle Jamie Howell put the scissors down!" She screamed as I snipped at my hair furiously- I was so mad at her she wants me to be the perfect 'Daughter' which I'm not I'm her imperfect Transgender,Son. I now   had a cinnamon honey brown fringe instead of hair past my shoulders0.

  which was wavy which I called Hobbit Hair.

"Danielle what is wrong with you? Are you mentally ill you need so much fucking help!" She screamed   and sprinted across the room and smacked me, I grab my cheek in pain and look up at her through my already teary eyes "Are you kidding me?! You say I need help when you have abused me ever since Aailyiah died! Mum you have to realize it wasn't my fault!" I scream as she kicks me over and over I was about to scream again when I was welcomed by the gate of darkness. I felt motionless as if I weren't living as if I was being dragged somewhere but where?
I hear something drop next to me than a door slam, my eyes   open and revealed I was laying on the lawn of my house. I found my phone in the pocket of my jeans   I pulled it out and called my friend Louise, I told her what happened and she offered for me to stay with her for   a while.
Louise ripped into my drive way skidding to a stop and running to pick me up off the lawn. She grabbed the duffle bag that had what   my   mum packed  in  it.  She put me   in the passenger seat and got in the drivers side. We drove in silence until I decide to turn up the music it was playing a song by
All Time Low. I tap my fingers on my thigh along to the beat of the song.

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We pull up to Louise's house, I've forgotten how Small and cute her house was. It was quirky like Louise.
I walked up the front step and opened the door, considering Louise always leaves it unlocked. I walk in and it smells of green apples with    cinnamon and sugar as usual.
"Smell that?" She asks I nod "I made funnel sticks with apple cinnamon dipping sauce!" She exclaims I run frantically   to the kitchen and eat almost 3/4th's of the platter before Louise arrives   in the kitchen, she reaches for one and I hiss at her signalling she couldn't have one, yet she had the nerve to reach over and grab one dipping   it   in the sauce.
I laugh as   I tackle her to the floor.
I tickle   at her neck and hips as   she continuously said to stop. We laugh until our stomach's hurt. I decide I'm tired and fell asleep on the floor. I was awoken by Louise seconds later
"What do you want?" I groan she laughs "you're not sleeping on the floor silly come to bed." She offered   a hand which   I   gladly   took and got up grabbing the duffle bag and following Louise up the stairs. Louise is the only one that knows I'm a  'girl' so I felt safe around her than I felt around my own damn mother. I told her   I   had to remove my gauze because it was cutting off circulation to my upper torso. I walked to Louise's bathroom and left the door unlocked . I slowly lifted
my shirt up and off, placing it on the counter. I unwrap my chest cavity and
  I  feel relived. I pull my shirt back on and walk down the hall to Louise's room.

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"Dan wake up." I groan and roll over
"Why?" She giggled and poked my cheek "I have someone I want you to meet. He's here." She announced I jolt up. "I can't see him yet. I have to go wrap my chest." I whisper yelled but I   knew she already called him in here by the smirk on her face. I pull my knees to my chest and began to cry,   I am a boy not   a   girl. I told myself. I glanced   up when I felt the bed sink next to me, I look up to see a beautiful blue eyed boy. He wiped my tear away with the pad of his thumb. "Why are you crying?" He asked in a soft tone,
"I- I- never mind it's not important."
I stuttered a bit, he shook his head
"It's important if you're crying." He Stated subtly I shook my head "its really not. I'll be right back okay?" I slowly got up crossing my arms over my chest "okay" I nod "okay."
I walk out of   the room with a sigh, I walk towards the bathroom but heard water running Louise must be in the shower. I   knock until I hear Louise say to come in. "I'm just wrapping my torso." I told her. She huffed in frustration "why?" I shook my head "because I'm a boy. Boys don't have breasts Louise." I tell her as I pull my shirt over my head. I hear Louise let one of those whistles for if someone thinks someone is hot
"Why did you whistle?" I ask she sighs "no reason?" It came as more of a question than an answer.
"This is not over." I state as I leave the bathroom walking back to the room. " I have returned." He nods "I'm Daniel but you can call me Dan." He nods "I'm Phillip but you can call me Phil." I sit down next to him
"what took you so long?" He asks me nonchalantly I shake my head  "I'll tell you someday but that someday is not today."

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A/N
Word count-1114
(Gauze should never be used as a 'Binder' it's extremely bad for your body and you can really hurt yourself. Thanks to bifabulous for reminding me to add this)
Hello lovelies,
I'm writing a new story as you know if you're reading this. I hope you all enjoy. Have a nice day if you have any questions any at all don't be afraid to leave a comment and I will answer it at the beginning of he next chapter. Anyways have a great day love you all xoxo.
Love,
Maddison.