I'm not a girl

Day 3:

Dan's Pov

I dropped the blade in pain; wincing as I realized I cut too deep.
I turn the water off; sobbing.
I scream in pain as I hear rushing around the hall outside the door. I hear Phil call for me "Dan?" He calls
"Phil! Help!" I scream trying to take a deep breath. I hear the bathroom door open but hear Phil's hesitation because I am in the shower and he's -uh- yea... I'm kind of naked... "Dan I'll call your Mum." Phil states
"No! Just help me!" I scream out in pain once again. He still seemed very hesitant

"Dan, you're in the shower... Are you sure you want me to come in there to comfort you while the ambulance is on it's way?" I couldn't decide on to risk my life and face my mothers wrath or have a chance of ruining my chances with Phil. Hmm.
"Mhm Phil just help."

Phil's Pov

Dan was in Pain, he had told me to help.
I was determined to help Dan. I slowly approached the shower, pulling the curtain a little, to see Dan curled up in a ball sobbing and holding his wrist. "Dan?" He quit sobbing almost immediately, "Phil?" He asked I nod "yeah." He begins to sob again
"So now you know, I'm a "girl". Do you hate me yet?" He retorted rudely, I grab his hand and pull him onto my lap. "Dan in my mind you're a very handsome boy. I don't care what physical parts you have and don't have." I state as I rub small circles on his back comforting him as we awaited the moment for the ambulance to arrive.
"Phil. I think I-" his words were cut short as he went limp in my arms, just as I heard sirens irrupt from the streets. I pull a shirt over Dan's head as well as some sweats on his lower half. A paramedic ran into the bathroom with two others following him with a stretcher. They lift Dan out of my arms and place him on the stretcher. They rushed him into the ambulance. I scrambled over to the ambulance as I was soon stopped by a paramedic "Sir, what is your relationship with Miss Howell?" He asked me calmly
"He's my uh-Boyfriend."
The paramedic shook his head "she's your girlfriend?" I simply shook my head.

"No he's my Boyfriend"

The paramedic looked awfully confused at my statement, but offered me a hand into the ambulance. I accepted his offer sending him a small smile.

~

Dan was pushed through so many hallways of the hospital and I ran by his side. The doctors rolled him into a room, as I went to walk in they blocked the door.
"Sir, you can't go in there I'm sorry." One stated "Miss that's my Boyfriend, I need to see him" she simply called security to take me to the special waiting room. I began to pace in the room as Louise ran in. "Where's Dan? Is he okay? What happened? Why are you pacing? Is something wrong with Dan?" She said in a rush I stopped pacing to try to answer her questions. "One question at a time." She nodded
"What happened?"
Flashbacks of earlier flooded my mind
"Well, Dan was in the shower At your place. He was very upset over something? And he broke your razor and made three cuts on his wrist; horizontally.
He cut too deep and didn't realize. That's when I arrived and heard him scream in pain from downstairs.
I rush up to find out he was in the shower. I called 999 and held him in my arms till they arrived." I wiped my tears away with the pad of my thumb.

Dan's Pov

I inhaled the oxygen from the tank the doctor provided- wait I inhaled air? I'm alive?
"Danielle? I'm Dr.Styles." My doctor spoke slowly seeing as I was still  unstable.
"Do you want to see your boyfriend Daneille?" He asked
"My boyfriend?"
"Phil."
"Who is Phil?"

~SYKE~

I inhaled the oxygen from the tank provided. "Hello Danielle I'm Dr.Styles."
I shook my head rapidly "It's Dan." He wrote something down quickly. "Okay Dan, do you want a visitor? They have been here for 2 days." My jaw dropped "how long was I out?" Dr.styles glanced at his watch
"Two Days three hours and twenty-seven minutes and thirty six point five seconds to be exact."
I shook my head in disbelief.

Who would stay in a hospital to visit me for two bloody days?

"Would you like the visitor to come in?" Dr.styles asked, I nodded. I haven't seen anybody in two days- my thoughts were interrupted as a certain blue eyed boy walked in. "Dan!" He rushed over hugging me. "Phil." I hug back.
"I missed you." He said.
I nodded "I love you."