Mr. Bad Boy Loves Me

36: Miss Him

I wake up to get ready for school today. I was still depressed from my parents getting a divorce, but I still got dressed for school. I didn't put on makeup, I put on short-shorts, a tee shirt that says good vibes and I put my hair in a bun. I honestly didn't care how I looked today. I didn't have anyone to look good for, and I was just lazy today. I walked downstairs, and my dad was passed out on the couch. I noticed beer bottles thrown everywhere. I roll my eyes. I just grab a poptart, open it, and shove it in my mouth before I  hopped in my car, and drove to school.

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At lunch My best friend, Jenna instantly pulled me into a hug. "I got your text, Madi, are you okay?" She asks. "Not really." I say, trying hard not to cry. Then I notice Blake walking in the hall, his eyes locked on me. But when he catches me looking at him, he insantly looks away. "What happened with you and Blake?" Jenna asks. "I, uh, broke up with him." I say.

"What why?" Jenna asks. "Because, I thought he was cheating on me, and when I found out he wasn't, I was just too hurt already." I say, shrugging my shoulders. "Come on, let's go eat lunch." She says. No. I instantly panic. Full cafeteria, and all my friends where sitting by Blake's group. "Please keep me as far away from him as possible." I say, giving Jenna a pleading look. "I will try." She says, and she sits me as far away from Blake as she could, she sits next to me. "There you go." Jenna says. "Thanks." I say, and my friends see me, and freeze. "Madi! Are you okay!" They all exclaim. "Not really." I say.

"I'm sorry." A few of my friends mumble before they go back to talking. Jenna starts talking to a boy; so I just sit there, bored, eating my lunch. That's when I hear a fimilar voice behind me. "What happened? Is it just our break up?" Blake says in a husky voice. I ignore him. "Madi. Don't ignore me." He growls, I snapped. "My parents divorced last night, okay!" I yell. Everyone at the table stopped and stared at us. "Nothing to see here, go back to your confersarions." Blake says. Everyone just turns back around.

"Madi. If your hurting, I'm here for you." Blake says in a husky voice, against the back of my neck, I grab Blake by the arm, and pull him out of the cafeteria. "Your not my boyfriend night now, so stop acting like it!" I growl, locking eyes with him. "Why are you mad at me! I should be mad at you if anything!" Blake exclaims. I take in a deep breath, before I start sobbing. I let it all out, right there, in his arms. "I'm sorry... I just, it just came out." I say, and continue sobbing into his shoulder.

"It's okay Madi, just let it all out." Blake says, soothingly. I honestly miss him, but I can't say that. He will come back to me, right? I lock eyes with him. "This doesn't mean we are back
Together." I say, and he smiles. "I know." He says, hugging me tighter, I keep crying. And I whisper, quite enough that he might not have even heard. But I hope he did. "Come back to me, Blake." I whisper. He holds me tighter, before the bell rings. He wipes my eyes. "Does it look bad?" I ask.

"You look beautiful." He says. And I knew he wasn't lying. I remember, when he told me he would never lie about how beautiful I was. "Blake." I say, just as he turns around. "Uh, thanks, for, you know." I say, he smirks. "No problem, good luck!" Blake says, before he walks away. I grin. Idiot.