Thinking Of Suicide (Natsu X Reader)

chapter one

Chapter one
The beggining
Good luck
BTW the list is at the description

Y/N P.O.V
Past
Dad and mom are fighting again. Always yelling. I shut the door to block out the noise. The smell of the musty sweat was in here. I looked around and it was messy and childish. I decided to wright in my diary/journal that I got like 5 minutes ago

Hey journal, what are you doing, I'm listening to mother and father fight again. They suck butt. I can't cuss but I don't think anyone would read this. I hate when mother and father do this. We used to be happy. I want to run away. I will sing. I think I want to die but I won't. I will write purposes to not die. I guess we'll bye journal. Here is the first quote

Having a rough day?
Place your hand over your
heart, can you feel it?
That is called purpose
You're alive for a reason
So don't ever give up.

I closed my journal and made up a song. Wow I'm only 4 years old and I have good vocabulary and can write songs, sometimes I amaze my self. I drank the water and cleared my voice.

If I die young
Bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed or rose's
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, Uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow I'll shine down on my mother
Shell know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh
And life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even gray when she buries her baby

Pause now

I heard father say "were down" and a slam of a door. I looked out the window and saw mother walking out. Oh no. I started crying and cuddled with my stuffed animal that is a wolf (it kinda has to be a wolf and I will tell you why later)

"Oh red why do they fight" I said while tearing up. Father came in here 'things are gonna happen'

Times skip 2 years brought to you by TAURITOS if you get that, I love you

Father came in her drunk again calling me worthless and shit like that. I'm tired of him and I'm going to run away tonight. I have been working on my songs lately but I haven't been able to finish. I don't cry anymore and I don't smile. It's 8 a clock and father is with a girl right now and I here moans. I get my F/C backpack and a black hood. I pack food and clothes and red. I also packed my diary and some books. I ran towards the window and looked around my room and I decided to leave a note and it said.

Dear monster,
It's me your little princess
Aren't you proud of me
Running away from you
You worthless piece of shit
I hope I never see you again
Oh and I toke all of my essentials
You will never find me
Good bye you son of a bitch

Love~
Y/N L/N

I ran into the forbidden forest and saw a nice opening that had a waterfall.

I decided to live here for a while. While looking around I found a giant egg. The one on the top right

I grabbed it and put it at my campsite. I set up my camp and ate an apple. I put a black blanket on the egg to warm it up. I crawled into my tent and went to bed. Having a strange dream

Dream
I saw a boy with pink hair looking at a tree. "Hey you" he said to me " Who are you" he replied getting close to me. "Y/N Gant " I said changing my last name. "I'm Natsu Dragneel, can you tell me where we are," he said looking around. "No I can't but I think we are in a dream and are dreams are connected" I said smartly and he just looked at me confused. "Let's just talk to each other" I said and as I said that the dream faded out and I yelled " see you in the next dream"
Dream over

I woke up sweating and looked at the egg and noticed it was

Keep going down

Even further

Little more

Missing
Hey wolves I hope you like this and I put alot of detail into it so plz enjoy and like follow and chat
Bye~ Evil_Cici