Thinking Of Suicide (Natsu X Reader)

Chapter 5

Levy ' s P.O.V

"These are the balance dragon marks. Do you know what this means" I yelled jumping up and down. "What" Natsu replied while holding the arm with the marks. "She is a...

Y/N P.O.V dream
There he was. Standing in the middle of my dark room. His cold eyes were all I could see. His eyes were screaming 'I hate you' , his mouth would say "It's all your fault",  His fist kept pummeling me into the ground. The only thing stopping me from giving up is my sister. I knew I wasn't dreaming. Every night after dad left, she would come. Maybe it was for healing or just talking but, she came. That night when she came I asked "Why can't you stay" and she replied while stroking my hair. "Because, I don't wanna be in control. I don't wanna person leading me or telling me what to do. I just wanna fly, and be free." I took those words into consideration. "Why can't I go with you" I said and with a reply she said " Because, my life don't need another person. The life I I'm living is bad, worst than this" and of course I had more questions. "What's worse" and she replied instantly, "I don't wanna tell ya, but promise me, no matter what you do, join the guild Fairytail. You know mother" I nodded my head. "She'll be there" and I couldn't wait.

~wake up~

I woke up from that dream. I was in an infirmary. Next to me was Cici (Don't get to attach to her, even though your character is) she was wrapped in some bandages and was sleeping peacefully. I heard a ruckus from outside the door and I wanted to check it out. I found some clothes by a dresser and a hair brush with my weapons.

I brushed my hair 52 times and grabbed the door handle. I creaked it slowly and saw that everyone was still loud. I looked around and saw people everywhere doing something. I saw a pink guild mark on a girl's hand and instantly recognized what guild this was. "Fairytail" I quietly muttered. This is the place Cici, my sister, told me to go to. "Hello" I yelled to everyone and they jumped and got into fighting position.  I walked down to the bar and looked at my guild mark. I knew they were dead. I can just smell there blood. I track my finger over the moon and sun crescent that represented my guild. With my magic I broke it. It disappeared from my hand and probably Cici's disappeared too. Everyone was still in silence but saw I was no threat to them and kept fighting or doing whatever they were doing. "HELLO" I heard and when I looked up I saw, moonblood. Our enemy. I kept my E/C eyes on them while standing up.