Chapter eleven

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JUSTIN'S POV

I took Alyssa back to my place and the whole ride was completely silent. Almost too silent. Once we got home I helped her out of her side of the car and practically carried her inside.

"Sit down, princess," I whispered "talk to me. Who was he? What's the story behind him holding gun to your head?"

"His name is Michael if you didn't figure that out.. he was my old step-dads best friend. Whenever we went on family camping trips or vacations, him and his wife would come." I sat there holding her hand and wanting to be able to talk her through whatever was going on.

"One year we all went to Paris.. I think I was 15. Him and his wife came and we got a joint hotel room. It was a suite so my parents had their own room, they had their own room, and I had my own room." Tears started to form in her eyes and I let her know she didn't have to continue if she didn't want to. She assured me that she needed to get it all off of her shoulders so I let her continue.

"It was the last night of vacation and I was finishing last minute packing. I remember it like it was yesterday. There was a knock on my door and assuming it was my mom I just said to come in. But when the door opened, it was Michael and I was confused and scared all at once. It was really late at night so everyone was sleeping. Michael came inside my room and locked the door. I was raped that night. Over and Over and Over. I was only 15. I've never had sex before. But it didn't stop.. he would come over to my house and find ways to finger me, or make me suck his dick. It was the year I turned 17 that my mom divorced that step-dad and Michael never had an excuse to come around again."

By this point Alyssa was bawling uncontrollably and I was on the verge of tears while holding her shaking body in my arms.

"Princess, I'm so so so sorry you had to go through that. That's the worst possible thing that could have ever happened to you. I'm here now though. I will always be here for you. I love you, Princess. Forever and Always."

She managed to get out a limp "I love you too."

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ALYSSA'S POV

It was about an hour after I told Justin and he wanted to take me out to dinner so we went. I didn't really say anything the whole night but I managed to get a few smiles out. I still looked like I had been crying so when people saw me they stared. It made me feel weird but I just tried to ignore them.

"How you doing, baby?" Justin asked interrupting my train of thought.
"I'm alright," I said holding his hand tighter as the paparatzi saw us together. We actually haven't gone public yet so if this gets out I don't know how Scooter and everyone else on Justin's team is going to react. Just going to have to wait and see..

"JUSTIN, JUSTIN!! IS THIS YOUR GIRLFRIEND? WHAT'S HER NAME? SWEETIE WHATS YOUR NAME? JUSTIN ANSWER ME ANSWER ME!!!" I could feel the tears starting to come down but I didn't want that to happen so I ran. I ran and ran for I don't know how long. All I know was I landed in a park that I have never been before. I had my phone but I turned it off because this park was empty. And silent. This is exactly what I needed after all the shit I have been through today.

"BABY WHERE IN THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN??? I'VE CALLED YOU AT LEAST 200 TIMES!!!!" Justin almost screamed while pulling me into his arms.
"I'm so so sorry baby. After running I found a park and it was so quiet and silent and I just needed to sit and be with myself for a little bit. I turned my phone off." the plastic bag I had in my hand from the quick trip to the store I took before coming home swung behind Justin's back when I reached around and hugged him.
"As long as you're safe baby girl." he said while kissing my lips softly. I gave him a small smile and told him I had to pee and went to the bathroom. I pulled the item I bought of the bag and set it on the counter.

"Here goes nothing.." I said to myself.

I slowly walked downstairs and saw Justin sitting with Fredo and he could tell something was wrong.
"You okay princess?"
"Justin, I think I'm pregnant."
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JUSTIN'S POV

Holy crap. The love of my life is pregnant. European tour starts in 2 months. By the time she has this baby I'll still be on tour.

"Uh I'll call you later Justin." Fredo called while getting up to leave. I kinda forgot he was here. I heard him so I slightly nodded not taking my eyes off of Alyssa who had her eyes pointed down playing with her hands.
"Alyssa," I started, "I want this. I want this baby with you. I wouldn't want it with anyone else."
"Justin.. you're going on tour. I don't even know if I am able to go with you yet. You really think we can take care of a child."
"If you're thinking what I think you're thinking, there is no way in hell.." I was cut off abruptly.
"Of course not!!! But adoption isn't a terrible thing Justin. I'm adopted."
"You're adopted?!" what the hell even is this day.
"That's not the point.."
"I'm keeping this baby weather you help me with it or not. I'm all in. 100 percent." she sat with her hand on my knee and bit her lip.
"I'm all in too, baby. This is our baby. Our family."

That word scared me. Family.


Hey guys!! Soooo many surprises in one chapter!!! ALYSSAS PREGNANT!! And Justin leaves for Europe soon.. What do you think'll happen??
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Much love- Abigail 💜

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