Forever and Always

Part One

Star's P.O.V.
Yes, we have been together for 3 years. Yes I love him with all of my heart and he is everything to me.

I'm 20 years old and I'm pregnant.

Do he love me back? He tells me he do but I wouldn't say he exactly shows it. Sometimes I feel like he don't even want me. Maybe it's just me.

I haven't told him I'm pregnant either. I don't think he wants children.

Trevon's P.O.V.
Do I love her? Yes. I think I do but Im getting bored with her.... I want more and something different. So yes I have been cheating on star.

You might say that its not right but she haven't even been giving me what I need. So its my right to go get it either from her or somebody else. Here she comes now...

"Hey babe" she said.

"Hey star what's up"

"Nothing just wanted to see how you're doing" she said while smiling.

"I'm good is that all?"

"This is a random question but how do you feel about children?"

"Why you pregnant?" I asked.

She looked a little afraid and nervous.

"Uhm no just asking."

"Well I don't want kids right Now. It's not the right time." I said

"Okay" she said then walked away.

Well that was kind of weird. I actually want some sex right now so let me text one of my hoes.

Text messages:

T: Wassuh shawty

S: What you want trevon?

T: I want some of that good good. 😏

S: okay come over.

T: see you soon. Bye.

I walked Into the room with star and told her I was about to leave. She said "okay" then I got into my car and went to Stacy's house.

Star's P.O.V.
He left once again. I swear he never stays home for more than 2 hours.

I sometimes feel like he is cheating on me but it might just be me.

He doesn't want no kids and I'm pregnant so how should I tell him?

Maybe I should just leave and let him figure things out...

Maybe I should just go away for a while but let me ask him if he cheating first.. Then I will decide.

So I waited till he got home.. Hours went by.... Still not home. Where is he?

He decided to come back at 2am. Tf do he think he is?

He walked into our room and went straight into the bathroom.. I heard the shower Running so I'm guessing he's taking a shower..

He came out the bathroom in just a towel around his waist. I wasn't In the mood so I didn't care.

"Where were you?" I asked.

"Man star I'm tired. I don't feel like arguing with you."

"Ain't nobody trying to argue with you I just asked a simple question."

"I was at Jerell's house."

" are you cheating on me?"

"WHY WOULD YOU ASK ME SOME SHIT LIKE THAT?"

"are you?" I said on a verge of tears.

"YES I AM. Are you happy now?"

I started crying hard and he just got dressed, walked out and left the house.

I cried for hours and hours and I decided I should leave..

He don't want me... He want some hoe..

I'm leaving and I'm not coming back no time soon.

I fell asleep and woke up at 10am and started packing my clothes and everything I have.

I didn't want trevon to see me packing up and leaving so I hurried up and left. I didn't want to see him ever again.

I did my hygiene when I was finished I packed all my shit in my car and drove to my moms house.

I knocked on the door and waited a good 30 sec before my mother came And opened the door.

"Hey my baby." She said while hugging me.

"Hey" I said dry.

"Whats wrong?"

"He cheated on me and I'm pregnant and I don't want to see him so I decided to leave... I'm going to Atlanta for a while."

" awe my baby.. I really would like to see my grand baby... And I'm gonna miss you."

"Its alright ma I'll come visit when she's born."

"Okay baby good luck." She said while hugging me.

"Bye" I said while walking to my car.

I got in and drove to the airport.. Time to start my new life.

Trevon's P.O.V.
When I left that night I was pissed. I also told her I cheated. I fucked up bad. But I was drunk and high and it kind of just came out. DAMNNN.

I decided to come home and deal with the shit I just caused..

I drove home and when I went inside it was quiet asf. Maybe she's just sleep. I walked upstairs and into my room. I noticed all her stuff was gone and then I saw a note.

"Hey trevon.. I decided to leave because I don't want to be a burden to you. You don't love me and I was just wasting your time. So I left and I will miss you. I wish you best of luck with your new life.

-Star

When I read that I felt so sad and angry at my self for having her feel this way. Its all my fault.

She's gone and she's not coming back. 😢