This Is Forever

Chapter 8 : 1 Month- Anniversary

I opened my eyes. It was still raining. I looked around. Where is Måns? I heard someone in the shower. Suddenly,I saw a little package on his pillow. A rose was laying above it. 'For Grace' was standing on the package. I opened it and saw a ring in it.

I smiled. He is so cute. I wrote the note, which was wrapped around the rose.

For our 1 month anniversary and for the sweetest and prettiest girl I've ever met :)
Måns

He came out of the shower with just a towel around his waist. He smiled. "And? You like it?". "It's so beautiful". I fell back in my pillow because my cheeks turned red. He laughed. "Still saw it,babe". I laughed and stood up again. He came up to the bed and kissed me. I put the ring on. "You didn't have to do that,Måns". He smiled. "No problem". I hugged him and pulled him back in the bed. Now his body was above mine. He smirked. This smirk drives me crazy. He kissed me and I stood up. I took a shower and we went down. "I have a suprise for you too". He smiled. "Really?". "Yes but after the breakfast". We sat down and ate our breakfast. "Good morning,Grace". I heard Melanie. She saw the ring. "Måns?". I nodded and smiled. "How cute. 1 month?". "Yes". I went to Måns and took his hand. "Ready for your suprise?". He smiled and nodded. I covered his eyes and we went to a pool in the hotel. "Okay,we're here". Måns opened his eyes and smiled. "You're kidding me right now. Oh my god. I.. Thank you!". He hugged me and spinned me around. We had drinks,snacks and fruits. "And our stuff?". "Already bought that down here". "You are so cute,babe". He pulled me against his body and kissed me. We put our swimming-stuff on. I put on a sexy black swim suit,a hat and refreshed my lipstick.

After a short time I put my hat off. I jumped in the water and heard Måns laughing.Måns went up and turned on music. The song 'Drunk Texting' from Chris Brown was playing. I loved this song. I layed back and started singing.

Baby,I'll be drunk texting,drunk texting,drunk texting you

"Your voice is so pretty". He jumped in and swam up to me. His whole body made me crazy. His muscles,his sixpack..Ugh,should I call myself 'lucky'? I kissed him and my hands went down his whole body. "Hey,didn't you said you wanna wait?". I went back. "I did,but..". He smirked. "You like what you see?". I laughed. "Who wouldn't?". He laughed and pulled me against his body. "Just imagine how many girls would like to be at your place right now". I smiled. "Yeah,I guess I'm lucky". We kissed but this kiss was different. It was intenser. He wanted more and I guess I did too but I was afraid. I never were so 'sexual' with a guy. It may sound dumb because I'm 25 but I had bad experiences with boys. "Måns,do you know that you are my second boyfriend?". He smiled. "Really? A beauty like you drives guys crazy,let me tell you that". I laughed. "How do you know that?". He pulled me against his body again and I placed my legs around his chest. "Well,I know that from my own feelings". I smiled and kissed him. There was it again. This intense hot kiss. "You drive me crazy" I wispered in Måns ear. Imagining the smirk on his face,turned me on. He looked me in the eyes and went with his hands trough my hair. "I love you,babe". We kissed again and swam a little bit. After that we sat down,ate some fruits and drank some wine. We went in the pool again and took our wine-glasses with us."For my beautiful girlfriend". I smiled. "For my ridicilously hot boyfriend". He laughed. "Cheers!". "Thank you for this day". We kissed. "Should we play something?" I asked Måns. He looked at me and smirked. "Ugh,really? I didn't meant..". He smirked harder. "Måns!". We started laughing. "Ehm,we can play tennis". "Good idea". We took our things and went to the tennis-pitch.

After the match:
"Okay,you are literally the first girl who won against me in my favorite sport". I smiled and went closer. "Well,you are just too weak". I went so close to his lips that I could feel his breath but I didn't kissed him. "Against your body and your beauty,maybe". He kissed me and pulled me against the wall. I put myself up,so I my legs were placed around his chest. His lips went down to my neck. I closed my eyes. I need to stop it but my body is too weak. My hand went trough his hair and with the other I clinged on the side of his swim-pants. "Grace?". "Yeah?" I said out of breath. "You are sure that you want this?". I looked at him. "I said that I didn't want Sex with you yet,right?". "Yeah,why?". "This 'yet' dissapeared a long time ago". "I don't wanna dissapoint or hurt you like the other guys". He is so cute. How he cares. "I want it". He kissed me and carried me up. I closed the door and Måns pulled me against it. "Is it normal that I'm exited?". He smiled. "Babe,don't worry. Enjoy it". He kissed me as his hands went to open my swim-suit. "You looked hella sexy in this". I laughed and kissed him. He pulled me on the bed and went over me. He kissed me intensely and my hands were shaky going down his body. He is so freaking hot. It's not normal. My hair was still a little bit wet from the water. Måns suddenly put his head on my chest. "Your heart is beating so fast". I stood up and put my hands over my face. "I can't do this" I starting crying and sobbing. "God,I'm so childish". Måns pulled me into a hug. "Hey,psh. Stop this shit. You are not childish. You're just afraid. That's normal,hun. I kinda knew that it would end like this,babe. You're not ready and that's totally okay. You wanna talk with me about this?". I smiled and tears fell from my cheeks. "What did I do to deserve you? I thought you would be angry". He laughed. "No,babe. I would never leave you because of this ". "Can I tell you about this?". "Of course you can do"

30 minutes later :
Måns took my hand. "So that asshole punched you just because you didn't want Sex with him?!". Some tears fell from his cheeks. "Aww". He hugged me. "I'm so sorry for this,Grace". "Ugh,this..I can't. How can he do that to you?". I looked down. "I don't know. We were so happy,we were engaged?". "What?!". "Yeah,I wanted to marry him". He hugged me again. "You are such a strong woman,Grace". I smiled. "Thank you". We kissed. "I was always afraid to show my feelings in front of a woman but you are different". I smiled. "You're cute. So you were this guy who never cried in public?". He laughed. "Yeah,kinda". "Wow,I saw you crying two times until now,didn't I?". He looked down. "Do you think it's a sign of weakness?". "What? No! I think it's cute. It shows that you trust someone and do not have to be afraid to show your feelings". He looked me in the eyes and smiled. ". That means I can trust you?". I laughed. "Of course". He took my hand and I kissed it. "I'm going to keep this ring until I die". He smirked and looked down again. "Did something happen?". "My ex-girlfriend Marie is going to visit us tomorrow. She just texted me before Eurovision and said that she wanted to come a few days before the final. This was before I met you,Grace". I smiled and hugged him. "You don't have to apologize or find excuses,baby". He kissed me. "That's my definition of a real lady. I thought you would be angry". I laughed. "Thank you. I'm not jealous or angry. I can't wait to meet her. I'm sure that she's nice!". He smiled and kissed me again. "I'm so tired". I fell back in my pillow. "Goodnight,babe". "Goodnight,Måns". I covered myself up and went in Måns's warm arms. I was still a little bit afraid about tomorrow but I trusted Måns.