This Is Forever

Chapter 5: 'Jag älskar dig'

I really don't wanna remember what happened yesterday. I stoop up and went to the mirror. All my mascara was blurry. I put my hair into a bun and cleaned up my make-up. "Grace?". I heard Melanie's voice. I opened the door. "Good morning". I smiled. "Ehm,what happened between you and Måns? You don't have to tell me if you don't want to". I took a breath. "That's sweet that you care. It was just a little argument,nothing more". "A little argument? Your crying broke my heart yesterday. You wouldn't have cried that much if it would be just a little argument. You have feelings for this guy,Grace. I can see that and I mean..I wouldn't say 'no' to him too". I looked at her. "He isn't feeling the same,I guess. He flirts with me,makes my heart skip a beat with this unexpected reactions and then?". "He is a player,hun.Give him some time". "Time?". She laughed. "I can see how he looks at you. I would love to find a man who looks at me as he looks at you,sweetie. He is afraid that you only want friendship. Maybe he is afraid that he goes too far and loses you? Thought about that?". I sat down. "Wow,no. Thank you so much". Melanie went to breakfast and I searched for Måns. I saw him sitting near the arena and went up to him. He looked up. "Måns,I'm sorry. I overacted". "You were the one who played with my feelings yesterday. Why?". "I want you to know that you are more than just a friend but..You know that women and men can't be friends?". He smirked. "I know". He stood up,came up to me and hugged me. This hug lasted for over 3 minutes. He put his head on my shoulders. "Did you missed me?". I laughed and I pulled him away. "I missed your fragrance and your sweet laugh". "You're cute". Now,I hugged him again and placed my hands around his chest. "Sweetie,let's get in.It's cold and I don't want you to get sick". How cute,he is terrified. He pulled me against his body and kissed my forehead. "Aww,you guys are renuieted!". "Did we ever were apart?". I said and saw how Måns smiled. I should just relaxe and see how it turns out. "I missed this smile. I hate it when you're sad" I suddenly heard Måns saying. "Well,I hate it when you're crying too but could never be mad about this beautiful brown eyes". He looked down and bis cheeks turned a little red. "Aww,you're too cute". I ran out and he followed me. "Catch me if you can" I laughed. Seconds later,he took me,hugged me and spinned me around. "I'm so happy that I found you". Måns said as he let me down. I gave him a kiss on his cheeck. "Should we do something today?". "Of course but please..without starting a fight". He laughed. "A movie night?". "That sounds great"..

In the evening (22 p.m)
I prepaired the popcorn as Måns placed the drinks on a table. He knocked on the kitchen door. "Ready?". The way he stood there and smiled. The butterflies again,gosh. We sat down and started the movie. "God,I always hated horror movies". Måns laughed. "I'm here,babe". Babe? Okay,I usually hate it when he does this but I'm starting to enjoy this sexual magic between us. We watched the movie SAW. Watching it was a turtore. "Aww,it's okay" said Måns and pulled me into a hug as I got terrified again. His chest was so warm. I looked up and our noses were touching again. He smiled and came closer. I could feel his breath on my lips and closed my eyes. Now I started to realize on how much pressure my body was in the last days. All this up&down-thing made me want him even more. I put my hands on his shoulders as he pressed his lips on mine. I forgot all the stress and all the pressure. He put me up so I could sit on his legs. "Everything I said was how I meant it. I was afraid to lose you but I hurted you right?". "It's fine.This is over,I guess". I went trough his hair. "You are my everything,Grace. From the moment I first met you I knew that you are the right one. I never had feelings for a girl like I have for you. You make me happy as hell". I smiled. "I'm so happy that we can finally share the truth. You have no idea how many feelings I have for you and how much I love you". He smiled and went trough my hair. "What did I ever do to deserve someone like you?". We kissed again. His lips were so soft and he was an incredible hot kisser. He stopped the movie and gave me Popcorn. "We are literally like teenagers". Måns laughed. The movie ended and we cleaned everything up. So I am in anl relationship with Måns Zelmerlöw now? The person I admired for so long. "Okay,I need to go babe". He placed his hands around my waist and I turned around. "Jag älskar dig,Måns". He smiled. "You're too cute". He kissed me. "Well,I've always wanted to learn Swedish. "I love you too". We hugged and he went to his room. I closed the door of my room and pressed my body against. I couldn't stop smiling. It was like a thunder hit me. I went to bed but I couldn't sleep. It felt so cold.

Måns 2 a.m
Wanna come over? I miss you :(

I smiled and my stomach filled with butterflies. "I missed you" wispered Måns as I opened the door. I started laughing. "This look on your face is too cute". We layed in his bed,he pulled me into his arms and covered me up. "Do you know that you were my crush when I was like 18?". Måns laughed. "Really?". "Yeah. I fangirled over your body and your eyes..". He looked at me. "And now? This is all for you and you won my heart. My heart waited for you". I smiled. "This is so cute". He pressed his lips on mine and we kissed for 2 minutes. "Well, your kisses are hotter,intenser and better then I imagined". He laughed. "We should sleep.It's 2 a.m". "Good night,hun" I said and kissed him again. "Good night,baby". I felt so comfortable and warm. Feeling his body and his hug made me so unbelieveable happy..