Kidnapped By Black Veil Brides

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After finally getting out of their group hug and them almost suffocating me to death , we left to go eat. We ended up going to taco bell.  We all ordered then sat down with our food. I only ordered one taco. I ate half of it then pushed it away.  Andy pushed it back towards me . Eat the rest.  Fine I slowly ate the rest.  I finished and he looked satisfied. After we left the food court Andy left and said that he would meet us in hot topic later. We all ended up getting a lot of clothes mostly bc they kept throwing clothes at me lol. A while later Andy came back and handed me an iPhone 5s. Yayy. thank you I yelled while throwing my arms around Andy.  Your welcome,he said laughing. Guys we should probably head back Ashley said. After that we all headed back to the bus. I noticed Andy kept his arm around me at all times and Ashley was standing behind me watching my every move. I texted Ashley ,

bro I'm not going anywhere lol

Just making sure: )

After that I turned back and he was smiling at me with the most innocent smile ever.

Where is the next venue?  I asked Andy. California , he replied as we finally got to the bus. 
We all changed into some,pajamas since all we were doing the rest of the day was hanging out on the bus watching Netflix. I put on some black  pajama shorts and a jack skellington tank top and my jacket over it. When I went out the guys were already settled on the couch trying to decide a movie. Andy comes over to me and pulls at my jacket , pulling it off of me. No long sleeves on the bus, so that we can a see if you are cutting or not. Ugh fine I said hanging my jacket by the door. When I sat down the movie started and I started absent mindedly scratching my wrists,  I didn't even realize I was doing it until Ashley pulled my arm away. After the movie was over we all went to the bunks to sleep.

I laid in my bunk and slowly fell asleep.
Fat ugly emo slut no one likes you.
Why don't you just kill yourself and make our life's better.
Then the dream changed to when I was raped at 14.

I woke up crying .I climbed out of my bunk and went into the kitchen I found a knife in there and went back to my bunk that was directly across from Andy's and sat down holding it to my wrist. Andy I said sobbing.  He woke up and looked over at me . I could see all the guys looking at me from their bunks. I-i-I don't want to do it Andy I said sobbing. He grabbed the knife out,of my hand and handed it to jake who was above him. Then he pulled me into his chest as I cried. Its alright you don't need it,
I fell asleep on his chest.

Andy's pov

She fell asleep on my chest. The guys were all looking at me. She actually woke someone up instead of just doing it.  Ashley said looking surprised. We need to put the knives somewhere else as well.  Jake said holding up the knife she was planning to use.  Yah she is getting better tho because she didn't want to do it she woke you up because she knew she couldn't stop herself. She needed someone else to stop her Ashley said. Guys lets all get some sleep now. I said.  Alright goodnight. They all replied then laughed.